Saturday, September 08, 2007,
Looks like is time for relationship trouble, the famous ( R T ) I felt like I have enter a Triangle relationship, not good at all.She is waiting for him & I am waiting for her.This could go on forever.Relationship really have a 2 face effect. It can send the person to heaven or Hell.With just an instant blow. It is fatal. True yet unbelievable. I knew after that date there is another meaning or yet; purpose. Your mind are still not clear yet. It is still mist with your love for him. How long.... are u willing to wait ? How much are u willing to give ?This is hurting, mind blowing. Nevertheless, we still fall for it. It is just like a trap that lay nicely in front of us, telling you is dangerous and yet, we could walk right through it... You wont give up, so wont I. Beside, I've got what you wanted. The white feather that is a finger long and a curl at the end. I ask you to wait till your prelims because I noe u will side track from your study. I even hope that you will look forward to it and work for it. I even spend time planning and making your gift. You cant feel it? so is he. But I nv once thought it was time wasting and foresee all the negative comment about what I do for you. I hope you understand and stand towards what you actually have. Be grateful. Surely am I glad that I have not hold you, or ..... just hug you. I know, some where in my heart a strange feeling repelling back to me... saying this is not the right time. I have got plenty of opportunity to hold you. I did my best to control. For your sake. I know that love, is nv self seeking. Nv single minded. Love is paitent, kind, not envy not boasting not easily angered (in another word) forgives, no record of wrong and protects. If one were not found. We failed to love fully.Is time for a self check.
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