Think Cheeks come with GREAT Outcome


You think having thick face is no good?

Well think again....

Because of my friend thick cheek, we got to eat GOOD food and without paying a single cent.
the food were not meant for us, but thanks to my friend, he went to ask the person if we could join in and YES, we did join in for the food.

2 days course was really fun and enriching

Learned alot of new things and recap some of the things I have learned when I was in secondary sch.

BTW, it is Excel Course.

Plain clothe is really good.

As I always say, good time pass really fast..



Next thing you know, O'level is 3/4 through.

Next thing you know,


ORD LOR !

I actually wanted to blog about THAT THING, but I got to keep my word.
Just one word to describe THAT THING ( BAD)




Like the new song "Crazy" ? I got a crazy period of time. Is driving me nuts.

I just got to find a WAY to escape those crazy time.

I tried to be more OPEN ? But I am just the same? Cold on the outside but warm on the inner side?

I got so much things to say and talk about.

I got so many things to write...

Into lyric I will turn it into.

Into words I will type u out.

From this moment.

After my course tomorrow, I will most likely go to the library to write it out.

I want to learn piano, will you teach me?



After all, this is more important


1 Sam 16:7

But the Lord said to Samuel," Do not conside his apperance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward apperance, but the Lord looks at the heart"

Yesterday

I fell ill half way through work. Went to the Poly clinic to consult the doctor. The whole timing from queuing up for number till I left the place, about 1 hour 30min of time is been wasted. Got 2 days MC. Asked for 3 days, but she say I will be ok by the 2 day. Told my supervisory and she don seem too happy, left about 4.30? Head home and sleep till about 7pm? Corny arrived at about 7.40pm for dinner. I seriously think my mom can cook way better then me. She did the Fish curry head, the pork dish and the kai lan dish. It is nice. I always wonder how come she defrost the frozen meat so fast. Watch the show, LIVE YOUR DREAM. Played chinese chest with corn and we had fun even though we did not go out. He won me. hahha After he left. I just bathe and sleep. Work up TODAY


TODAY

I use the com to watch the Prince Hour. Very funny, I got addicted to it. So nice. After watching,I MOP the floor(see, I so good do on my OWN) About 5.30pm, I went for a run. Did 3 rounds of my area. Amazingly I survive . As I was running(jogging actually) I feel so relax and felt like there is no burden. No one to care about, no one to think about. It felt good. As the second round came, my leg was slow and heavy. Dragging my way to the third round. After completing, I did some pull ups. Head home and prepare dinner for my family. All was smooth, until I realise the noodle I was cooking EXPIRED !!! I was so upset about it. It wasted my time boiling the pot of water. Threw it away in the end. Hurry myself and cook out a stir-fry noodle. Amazingly (again) it tasted good. A little too oily. No choice ma, the noodle keep sticking to the pan then I angry soo..... OIL for FREE. haha Today is a day I felt free.

Ohh Well...

Good time ALWAYS pass fast.

Remember those words.

Still no reply?


I am really in deep shit

Today by BOSS is not around, so what do mice do when the cat is not already?
Stay in the hole and wait for the cat to come back?


NO !?


I did my reading, watch the Goong S and almost complete my feeling list(poem?)

When I reach home, I went for a run then had my dinner. After the dinner, was the big commotion. My big sis quarreller with my dad then my sis walk out and cry, my mom step in and start to challenge my dad" wanna fight isit?"( in Chinese) then they start to exchange words that is EQUAL to swords. My younger sis join in? Then suddenly I heard my name being said in the mention words to my dad and start saying my dad always compare ppl with his children. BLA BLA BLA... If i keep typing, I will never end? AND btw, I was UPSTAIRS. I am not those kind of person who quarreller with ppl and not that kind who can really TAKE it... I don even CARE... it is like so common. I just listen... and... stay away. Or else, I will have to join in to the never ending conversation. Which I am not good at and WILL NOT spend tat time to it. I rather waste it on computer.


So, This is my uncompleted work,


Please give me comment,

Trying my best to get along.

Take your space take your reason

Is the things that is not clear

The only blessing should have been could have been, you


It will feel a whole lot better if you think of me.

KEITH URBAN LYRICS

"Tonight I Wanna Cry"

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

[Chorus:]
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way[
Repeat chorus twice]

I think I am DEAD man...

I think the bear is a NO NEED thing already...
I am not as good as other people that could just stand there and see that you are happy and I will be happy that kind of things. I am breaking up.
So it is THAT guy, alright then...
I believe your blog is clear enough.
Just take it as I am dumb.
I should have taken the other advise.


About today, I have not much feeling to blog now, but I just had a screw up day. My driving sux, the turning sux. My clutch control sux, my speed sux.

My mood SUX now.

My heart pound faster after thinking of what she typed on her blog.

Things are getting way beyond my understanding. If my thoughts are correct, I am done for. My mind went blank, starring into the phone, dreaming recklessly. Thinking about the things that is to happen and forget the past. The thoughts that are dragging me around and would'nt leave.

Things are about to be reveal. What would it be?


How do I cope with the answer?

Ohhhh what a day?

Went for the OHS during office hour. Listen to some talk for the SPF organization. About 4 something I ALMOST got stab. She is keeping things from me. Until like last min or wait untill I am free and doing something I wanna do she will come and give u shit. She told me, Fredric, you nv key in the data in the Com? How come only write on the book? The book is for for keeping a record of lawyer buying information. All of the suddenly she came and say this kind of things. I NEVER been told or taught that beside writing the book I also need to key it in the computer. She say that is how the Audit check our stuff. She also say that my bIGGEST supervisory say don give the book so we hand to them the com data. But cut the long story short, my biggest supervisory denied the words that were put in her mouth. Everything settle within an hour.

Alright, I will blog tomorrow, I got bloodshot eyes now.

She miss someone !!!

DIE !! I don think is me... OH NOOo !

I read her blog and did the quiz





Your view on yourself:



You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:



You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.




Your readiness to commit to a relationship:



You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.




The seriousness of your love:



You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.


Your views on education



Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:



You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:



You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:



You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:



You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What is your favorite fruit?
Here is the analysis:You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

Most of it is true, the rest is up to my friend to judge me. I cant say I am like THAT when they say I am not. So Friends, it is your call.





This CAN, if you see carefully, the surface of it is very dirty and stain with a little rust. There is a tiny insect crawling on it. the expiry date is 14 May 2003.

This can of drink was sold to me at ONE buck. Low price come with a great price. It might even cause my life if i am not careful. I brought in after church when I was having lunch with Wei feng, Tong jit, Sam and Bin Kai. This auntie is not honest, she came out with a excuse that this can was dirty because of the coffee powder that drop on top of it. RIGHT, like REAL. The freaking Can was COLD. Do u actually put your coffee powder in the fridge? or do u even MIX your coffee in the freaking FRIDGE? LIAR ! So I let Tong Jit scare the auntie with his broken Chinese. We were laughing after that because it was FUNNY!?

I got home and Slept. Woke up, went for a run then Dinner? Pizza ! Watch the funny movie TAXI then off to bed. I thought I ran away from washing car on THAT that with is a SUNDAY,


Then here comes today, went to work(which is really hard, i was REALLY working HARD man... u could feel it don u?) Got home ate and now blogging. In between happen a lot of things. But those are all SHIT and Slandering. I want to minimize on it. So I save those words for the wall.


Bless you all who read my blog.

Thank you for your support.

how long have I not been blogging?

I have been having driving lesson at night ever since my last blog. Yesterday night went for a movie at Orchard at Cathey. Watch the Resident Evil 3 The extintion?( I don noe isit the extintion or the world end or the... last man or what?) Came back at 2+? Today I just did nthg. Waiting for my parent to go to the Malay house for dinner. After that we will go to my grandpa house.

Thats All

Certified True Copy

Yesterday,

Went to church and left for Malaysia before the second service. Got involve in a HUGE JAM, cars cutting each other lane. I wonder if I am the driver, how would I know which lane is the correct one. We made it through after a long waiting period of time. Drop outside City Square and left to have our hair cut. I have to say, the guy who cut my hair is an idiot. He washes my hair faster then he wash his hand. He cut my hair like cutting strings sticking out of a cloth. He style my hair like.... like.... AWWwww, so awful. The worst thing is it cause my mom 45RM for my bad hair. OH, we are the errr.. Kenny Roger Chicken. Not bad leh, soft and tender. haha After the lunch, I went off by my self to look for things for her and maurice(since his birthday is coming) but after long hour of search, I could not find what I wanted. I was disappointed. So many shop yet non caught my eyes.

Watch ' THE SEEKER(THE DARK IS RISING)' with my sis only(younger one). It felt so WIRED and... I cant believe I did it. Any way, the main lead guy is a youth and his acting is like... BAD and... BAd and BAD nothinng else but BAD... but my sis say it is a nice show. Go watch if you want to. I rate it 3 upon 10. After that I brought some shirt? I wanted to buy the shorts, but they were too expensive. After buying all those stuff, we went to find my dad at holiday Inn by cab. The uncle(Malay guy) keep talking to me in malay then I keep saying Ohh Ohh ok ya ya ya oh oh ya then FINALLY he spoke english but mix with malay. He nearly got us killed. He was SOOOO CLOSE to another car by the side then he keeping barbering words and then finish off with a Middle finger at the driver. After we reach the place, both my sis and I went to the comic stall to see comic. I don really read it I only see the picture. I did not buy any but my sis spend about 100++++ RM on it. Look for my mom then follow by my dad and end the day with a MAc meal which they up size without asking you. Went home by second lane, because the first lane would take us HOURS before we reach the custom. Stop at the petrol station buy some stuff then head HOME. Slept and woke up this morning.

Half day today because I am having a soo call HIGH TEA with mom and fellow sis. In the end, it was nthg but SUPER EARLY dinner at Fish & Co. The food was great. After the heavy meal I felt sleepy. I skip the rest of the detail until, I REACH home ! haha cus the blog is getting long and draggy.

That's about it.

I miss you, I got inspiration in my songs.

Just you wait.

Cute twins(wonder if Jas and Sam look like that when they were young)

I love to see the traffic light turn green before I reach it, so that I could count down for myself. I have seen twice today. I know if I walk alittle faster, I will be able to make it across. I choose to count.


One dumb HIGHLIGHT of the day.


I make my way down from home to BBDC thinking that I have a lesson at 2005hrs. I squeeze through the train and I waiting for the bus. I que to scan my card. After I scan my card, I waiting for the paper to come out. But someelses came out. So I felt very Bu Shuan then I scan again and again..... AND again. But no paper. So in my heart, I was like" Siao lao..." So I QUE up to check my account. INDEED, no BOOKING was made ! I was DAMNNN tuu LAn... I think I made a mistake by booking too many days in ONE time... then confuse my self and key in the wrong info on my phone. Suprisingly, I made my way home happily. Singing while walking. It some how felt good and at the same time.. BAd.. I was thinking, I should be DRIVING by NOW... I should have just punch myself.

I feel like eating Orange and other fruit...

I don noe why, the mood to eat fruit is here...

Please Take sometime to read and listen to the the song. Born to Try.

I have used alot of my time pressing enter because the word was sticking together when I paste it in. So alot of effort is made for your easy reading.



Born To Try


By Delta Goodrem

Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I've been taught
More understanding of what's around me
And protected from the walls of love

All that you see is me
And all I truly believe

That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life's full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try
All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to tryI
've learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like

But I was born to try
Now you have
But you've got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you've got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try


A very nice song by Delta Goodrem


So many great songs by her, lost without you and out of the blues are great.Her songs are filled with emotion and feeling.

Today,

Life have been this normal. Did the usual stuff, heard the usual word. All my feeling and emotion are devoted to music. Listening to the Best song makes my day alright. I am still working on the song. It is not yet THERE. I have to cycle tomorrow to buy the cloth and start working on it.

I think I have been keeping myself too much? I was born to TRY ! so what am i doing here with my life. I am going just spend 1 .5 hour on com. Then to books and bible. Not going to waste it on com too much. I have really like the wind today. at about 6++ to 7. So nice and cooling.

My dad is asking me how come I did not go and wash his car.
(May be he is thinking, it is now or never)

haha I will wash tomorrow LA !

YOu and your dirty car. I will work hard and DRIVE your car

Just u wait and see.

It is NOW or NV...