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Wednesday, July 25, 2007,

So we ahve Wei Feng out of Singapore for 3 weeks to London for Scout.
Hope he cope well and stay with God in prayers.
TAKE CARE !

Alright, what happen to me today.

I passed my basic theory. Now waiting for the Final theory and then the TP EXAM...
Hope to drive by next first 1/2 of the year.

I am trying my best not to say any expo tic language. Bad for health..
Trying to also CONTROL my temper...

I wonder am I the only one who have this kind of problem..
Although some other ppl have bigger problem... but I think mine is bad enough.
I don wanna talk about the ISSUE, But I think it is going to be very encouraging if she decided to share the who thingy.. I don quite understand so.. I choose not to say any thing..

Tomorrow going for career Talk at Hartford Institude. Hope to learn some thing..

OH NO ! where to cut my hair !!?

is getting longer and THicker..

Got caught for having long hair today? lol

I have the longest BACK hair?

I wanna dye my hair... cant WAIT !



WHo is my bao bei ?! wanna answer this kelly?

10:38 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007,

HEyy~

How you doing guys?

I have recently recovered from a bad back sliding experience, For weeks I couldn't have a good night rest. I would wake up in the middle of the night and go back to sleep.. I realise I am lack of faith that God has given to me. Basically I have not read the bible for a Long time, untill there is DG session again.. I thanks god for it. I have 2 nights of satisfying rest.

Now that I head on to work today, I realise I have been a better person ? Not to boast or any thing else but I have been more gentle in spirit. I was praise by one of the report buyers for waiting for him even though it touches my lunch period(which I can hardly let anyone touch it).

Made a new friend today? or Know a friend better? She kind of struggle from things that are unspeakable. And is only good if u let it be where it is. As a secert. I'll be a good friend.hah

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Needed a friend ? I guess I'm on my way.

Mighty glad you stay

9:53 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007,

Today my college are talking about my face again... so random...

I guess they just run out of topic to say,

Keep saying I am asian... COS?

i hve sharp nose... I was stun... cus is not sharp la..

then i bluff say i am half prochugess( I don noe how to spell tat country)

They like, WAHH so good ah... bla bla bla..

Keep on talk malay even when facing me... what the hell..

Beside tat... was nthg much.. or special... just a normal day tat i act i was in pain? cus i plan to take MC tomorrow... Office is having war... I scared to get pull in.. haha

SOME EXCUSE !

8:58 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007,

This song " three times a lady" is such a classic.

I got caught in that songs for week.
It keep going and going in my mind
Sooo nice.

Beside that, Miss Tan took a half day leave so we were all out for fun.
Till is time to go and left.
Played pool and billard. lost 2 out of 3 in pool. Win 1 out of 1 for billard.
I still cant adjust myself to a mindset of thinking of nthg. " SHE" keep poping out. especially when playing those classic songs.

Maurice was telling my how easy to get phone number from friendster.. some how I wasn't interested.... and felt disgusted.

I have no idea what to do... is like just blank. ALL I'M THINKING IS ABOUT LOVE. EVEN THE BIBLE THAT I'M READING IS TALKING ABOUT IT. IT IS THE GREATEST COMMAND IN THE COMMANMENT


I Love you

9:56 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007,

This is taken on... SUNDAY ! ya.. I remember.


this is my car, since no one see it b4

my fav, jazzy browine from NYDC


maurice, chot cake



SO, what shall we talk about today?












I thought of a topic, but forgotten.








My brain are getting weaker.








How ah?








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MAN... couldn't remember.
Ohh I ate a 250gram cho myself.. is LIKE i am going to die 10 years younger, but is nice..
The feeling is GOOD.. ahhah
Kind of like cho now

10:06 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007,

Today is like Normal, but kind of busy.

This morning Miss Tan is already busy scolding ppl already. Pulling every body in, including me. I was like what the hell is going on?? but I got shit work from her again. As uaual, NS guys are there to clean up the shit they lay. Oh well... so tied. yet got many things I wish to do. I also have no idea why I change my ACC User ID to _al_r_e1988. Althought I was require to change it I just kept telling myself to think of something I can remember then the NAME came out. So from Ultraman1988 to _al_r_e1988. I cant say all la. PEOPLE might NOE..

Like is my blog yet no freedom leh. But too bad la.

Ha

Oh well, Is really tiring. Someday I should up=date my photo

7:29 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007,

can any one tell me which human is always the same?

I was thinking about this question while I was on my way back home from work.

Looks like to me Nothing can last forever? like anything physical can nv be the same after a period of time. Mentally.... IS HARDER. It might change, but it might also stay on. I don noe, YOU tell me.

I actually taking half day tomorrow but because Miss tan is taking the FULL day tomorrow then I will have to leave earlier then ususal time by 30 min. So YA, she have to agree with it.SO thanks God I could save one OFF day for next time. Man, I am feeling abit funny, It felt like I am going to train hard for a nice body tat only last for a WHILE, Stupid I think. yet is a achievement.

Sat helping NDP until 11 at night. SO late man. haha

What to do..

And ... One of my church mate say I got join what eva gang which is rubbish. I wonder who told him that. Is like no body is set to mix around with a gangster in my church. It ruiner me. Oh well, if u still think I am... then so be it. I cant be bothered. Too tired. Some day u could try and ASK me in my face and see what I tell u.

YOU DEAD !

7:43 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007,

OH What A BLENDED day, (GOod + BAD)

WHy BAD first, cus bad come first during the day, It was like all normal and good in the morning, till it hit afternoon. ALl Hell went lose, the report buyer keep coming in the lawyer paper keep coming in the invoice keep coming in at the same time... WAHh... I was like doing and dozing off at the same time? (is only for pRO's) Any, I manage to finish it in time. Headed home bath and went for my evlulation and i PASS with 97%. That 's the good thing. THe only good thing?

Went home and blog. Chatting with the church youth? no idea why THERE is SUCH a chat.

Random topic. More of a FREE for a talk.

hahah

Alright, tomorrow just REst? slack and WORk?

9:56 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007,

Ever thought of who I wanna be and what I wanna do when I grow up.

All the things I thought of is just like every other person dreams.
One thing they lag of when thinking about that, is what MIGHT lead them to after the flame and glory.

No one thought of the AFter EFfECT, you might be a workaholic or a person who negates your love one and even be more pride full thinking tat with tat amount of money, your are no push around. Instead, you push around. Money is one part of thing in the world that could change your mindset.

Mostly led to evil,
only a handful to good.

Temptation.

Ok, Actually I got nthg much to say, or shall I say I don noe how to express my self?

Learn what you can here.

bye~

7:34 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007,

Is a full used weekend.

On Friday, Ben ck Corn maurice jane and ck friend went out at night till... 5am?

Basically we met at 8.30pm and walk around at jurong till.. like 10? Drove to orchard to meet ben. We waited for him to finish his work about 1045? Met jane at 11++ at The Cathey. Brought the movie Die HArd 4.0 ticket at 2am. So we kind of played pool till tat time. Is was a good time. I get to talk to corn about some stuff while waiting for ben to knock out. After the movie all was tired and headed home.

On sat, Basically we met again and went out. Till.... 8? Went home and was like drop dead tired?
Used the com and slept at 11pm

On sun.. WE MET again.. but not the same amount of people la. hah Actually plan was to go for the what carnival about car one then ck say it was nthg much so we skip tat and went to walk at orchard. Is like... Almost a waste of time till.... we have ttat idea to plan Pool at a near by building? But the rate was EXtreem so we skip tat and headed for the lan shop just beside it. the rate was like so different. like 1.50 an hour? how cheap is tat. But cheap price come with cheap quality. Most of the com are spoil and still using windows 98? tats scary. hah never the less, we did enjoy our self with some shooting game. After that we headed for.... clementi and ate there.
The buk ku teh were not bad. But i burn my self with the chilli padi. Went home and Blogging now.

Anyway I still kind of regret cutting my hair there.

But is getting longer la. so

No complaint.

9:25 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007,

Many say that today is a day where alot of couple tie their knots

soo.... AHhh, OK!, I forgot what I'm going to say.

10:39 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007,

Today is Just another Normal day that went by.

In the Night I went to Baystreet 21 For dinner again. The Usual steak. Just simply cant get enough of it. I can see I am growing... Alittle.. just tat tiny bit ?

Any way, love don seems to be working out for me, man... just hate to think of tat. I thought love is every where. Tv are just liars. Love don come so easily. is about 100 times harder. Even after waiting so long for this girl, what I get is still the same, instead she like the other guy. OH well, might as well knock my head against the wall and bring it down. Even though u say u will ALWAYs love her? Message still don get through. May be being a good guy is equal to no love? May be a bad or worst and disgusting guy get a girl to love YET don love? I'm quite sick of this... but jsut cant get through it. Nthg is working. She is just so far from me. I don know what to say. I have already run out of idea on how to chill my self out. And stop thinking. May be just crap around the bush and make them laugh and .... forget about it for a moment?

Crap...

Things just ain't working out here..

Help?

10:15 PM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007,

AAAAAhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!

I fail my evaluation teSt !


DAmn... suppose to hit 90% but i hit 70%

Darn, at least I tried. I took a cab there cus I was LATE... CUS I forgot to bring my ezlink card out. after the test, I went to 7-11 buy kinder burno chocolate to eat. SOOooo Nice... and sweet..

OHH ya on the way to Jurong from bbdc, The bukit gombak ontop is so windy and nice... feel like sleeping there.

Any way I have a ralf idea that I'll fail. soo It HAPPENED. Any way, I'm retaking it next wed. same Time. I will give my best this time. haha

I cant believe I book the car trainning tomorrow !! YAA !

9:51 PM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007,

Half way from work,
I realise have spare no more attention at work any more.
So, I decided to take a half day leave.

I met Corn after tat, went to have lunch at burger king at Plaza Sing,
The TRANSFORMER meal, As it says, it DID transform. Only into
A Smaller DRINK BURGER and FRIES... is AWFULLY SMALL..
Went corn ordered, I saw it and both of us " WAH" Is Suprisingly SMALL
but nvtheless... we sat NThg.... Went to buy movie ticket at THE CATHEY.
Watch HOt FUZZ, I tell u, it is a very funny show.. at least for me and corn.
Crappy too.. lol Kind of scary.... alittle mix of all. Nice show.

We played pool and I emm... CUT my HAIR..
This girl from Janzel Acdemy wash my hair, This wash is one i NV experience
b4, she was like... touching your face.. man.. it Felt like, I'm in LOVE..
The feeling was... WOoo. THEN HERE came the CUT..

I told the stylist what I wanted and she say YES, Btw it is different girl. So she CUT my hair.. and

I was Like WTH WAS TAT

I look like a DUMB ASS,

It was so SHORT it left me SPeechless..

I got STUNNED !

I was so embarrass by the cut, It is really... Not me..

But i try to like it.. cus... it is all LEFT on my head...

I MIGHT return for the wash but not the CUT.

MAN.. Is a HEART breaking day.

Indeed... Cancer are dangerous, Corn was also sharing with me about his aunt who die from cancer too... Is PURE SUFFERING.

I am greatful of who I am NOW....

I'll try for the HAIR

10:04 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007,

Really sad to hear some one aunt is passing away,

It kind of remind me of how my grandmother pass away.

I believe she is happy when she left the world and headed somewhere else in to the dust]
She did mention some dirty things she saw b4 she left. But I choose not to believe.
She die of cancer also... not the last stage but a sudden heart attack?
Not sure too.. it happened in the middle of the night. Which i HAPPEN to ON my handphone
and was informed tat my grandmother was admitted to hostipal but on the way... she gave in.

Let's not talk about tat SAD stuff...

EMmm.... okk... maybe what I'm about to say next is my sad LIFE...

I'll keep it short.

Is Painful to know too much, but when you realise there are more to learn u are earger to find out more.. when u kNow more... u realise your personal self have change... to become more judmental. ANd... tat's me. Is really sad.. I just try to keep quite and let it pass me

I just want to live a simplier life... but I am TOo EVil... in times..
Just kept my esteam HIGH up...
It kills man..

I'll say more next time..
gtg rest...

SO tired

10:14 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007,

Blogging For JULY

Today is my Sister 21 birthday,

She got over 50 friend tat came, and got thai buffet for dinner.
I was very tired and not feel too good.. cus my stomach.
Wonder of I were Pregnant ? Every time pain..
Just try to control my self.

Had Pizza.. soo I guess is WORK UP tomorrow.

HAH

Soo tired..

Take care guys

9:48 PM