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Sunday, June 21, 2009,

Life has been so hectic. It is draining every single bits of my emotions. Looking back at the photos my cousin upload, I saw the simplicity of the older generations. I'm not implying that those days were easy. But, people were easily satisfied with the things around them. That is also because technology wasn't so advance. Comparing the old days with the era I am living in, I definitely prefer the old days. During those days, songs are clear and smoothing. Choices were deem less but easily defined. Objective of life was just to live. Condominium estate was just faraway dream. Bicycle is just the transport you need. If we sustain the way our fathers live, the world would be in a better state.

The Good Old Days

11:45 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009,

Being the best man isn't easy. Having the prefect hair, the perfect look, the perfect height, the perfect size and the perfect personality. Strangely I though that being the best man only took place before you married. Maybe not so uptight about the rest of the outer appearance but the inner stays.

So about the life before marriage. Some says without the bond, it is as good as freedom. A carefree life without any responsibility. Sounds great ? Could be. Sometimes it become hard to consider that fact that you could get only at time. With most of your friends having family and stuff like that it could be quite demoralizing.

A question ask by a friend before, would you still love your kids as much as you love them when they grown to become a teenager or even an adult ? Think through carefully. When they are young, children seems cute and adorable even when they made mistake can misbehave. But when they grow up and changed. Will you still have the same mindset ? When your child make a mistake, a mistake against the law, will you be able to forgive him. Even to the extent that he took your money and flee ? Came back with empty pocket and ask for forgiveness. Will you still forgive ?

It is pretty hard for me to answer it. If your answer is yes to all of the question. Great. It can be rather hard. But God, could say with confidence, yes. Somebody ask Jesus how many time should I forgive my brother that sin against me ? Jesus said something like thing; " If he sin against your once, forgive him. If he sin against your seven times, forgive him seven times. If he sin against your Seventy times, for give him seventy times. If he were to sin against you seventy seven time, forgive him seventy seven times." The answer is clear. Being Christ likeness is hard. Forgiving is even harder. But we should not give up despite our failure, because our father will forgive us no matter how many times we sin. As long as you go back to him and ask for forgiveness.

1:25 PM

Wednesday, June 03, 2009,

It is good to know that my national service friend miss me. He said one of his classmate reminds him of me. Don't get the picture wrong. Is PURE friendship, not gayness. Then we start to have a good chat, he tells me about his life, his sch... everything... Damn, I miss those times. But neither do I wanna relive those days. BMT not fun. Botak, not fun.

10:57 PM

Tuesday, June 02, 2009,

Lovely Readers ( If you are not lovely, take flight out of here)

Your not so long awaited emo post is here. Some times, think a little further at the future, I think I am not fit to marry any one. Looking at my friend(female) dad's car, I start to form illusion, I have no money, no car, no look, no brain. I might as well eat grass and die right... Maybe not eat grass la, just die alone... Sometimes I just wish I don't need to study, and work. Get pay, enjoy at the weekends, Sunday sport. How nice is it. Assuming it is not going to happen so soon. But I consider myself bless by God, being put in this family, although I would love to go for overseas trip and being sponser by parents, like my other friends. I am bless by electronic gagets. Bless by air-con, own room. I just hate my complaining about myself.

Do you consider yourself place at the wrong place... being unlucky?

Think again

12:07 AM