Dear Readers,

"This pain I can contain no more. Drops of tears flow vigorously. Torn apart my heart says, cure no more is my agony. To depart spells relieve. My broken heart, hurt no more."

This short poem(it feels like it) was compose by me. You might be thinking... this guy must be suffering from some major break up. Think no more, I did not suffer from any breakup. There isn't a relationship to began with. It's just that inspiration came to me. Took down using my phone, and share with you.

CURRENTLY.... this very moment.... I am feeling kind of sad, mix with disappointment. Girl issue ? YES it is... how sad right. Very predictable. There is this poly girl which I knew since January, we have quality conversation through sms and msn. I wanted to ask her out at around end early to mid Feb, which she turn down because of upcoming exam. I understand the need to study so I waited till March, when I saw her online, I was excited. So I pop the question again, who knows she was giving excuse, confronted her and she said she wasn't ready to meet yet. All along I was being naive, waiting so patiently for nothing. Can't blame her for how she feel. I am a 'stranger' after all. This reminds me of my dream last night. Awesome dream. YES... its about girl again. Don't get me wrong, nothing over rated here. It was just that I had a girlfriend in the dream, one that I can feel the chemistry. I remember a short quality time spend. It was just too bad to wake up and find that all along... it was your bolster that was beside you.

I guess when you come to this age, and you are single, these thoughts will appear and haunt you. It is haunting me, but not letting it get into my life. If not i will be one emo man.

Oh well, never thought I would blog so soon.

Peace out people. : )

10:38 PM