YOYO

the stupid chef gave me a off day again. OMG. SO FAST on monday. die la this time. he want HELL from me. BUt i will not give in.

Me and corn when to the MARrichi reservior. SO fun. I am scarred of moneky lizard, squarral but not scared of snake. loll... we walk for SOO long 4 times two kil. lol walk till wanna die.

Today chef nv come. so i NO strength... so DAMN tired. and play bb ball... so FUN man..

BOred rite... this LIfe is shit. rite? hah. TOO bad.

SAD story again


Got smoked again... this time by the chef. I can see that he really hate me. and i was trying to CONTROL . before i blow my own diploma cert away. Only 2 more week. so.. NOt much.When to see the new IMM got my self a face wash sample. lol in a platic bag. So cute... first time ppl like tat give sample. Squeeze from the orginal bottle to the small plastic bag.

SKip

Untill night, so many student at my house, so talk talk then go use com. SOOO happy. tomorrow off... but don noe what to do in the morning... going to macrichi to walk walk? with corn in the afternoon. At night going out for a show.

THeN Then back to work. I got the GOOD for scolding face? lol, or easily bullied.
Just now one of the student ask me, do u have girlfriend? I puse, No. lol This struck me. HOW come don have? did u ask for it? or what? Hope can find before christmas, now is aLL intake exercise. FREE FOR ALL. Lol NO time lao. I WANT CHRISTMAS. LISTEN to the CHRISTMAS SONG Praising God and stuff. SOOoooSOOOOO

Nthg to say. TALK to me.

I WANT YOU !!!

Days are coming to an end. For good

Got my bicycle repaired. For good. Got let of at 5.30 for good. Got ceral + milk for dinner, For good. I only can say is a Pretty good day. Only if the chef is BETTER. Every thing would be. Making hard choice what to do where to go. Making life a spark of new goodness that flow out from within.

Jus a very normal day.... Lots of scolding... I don noe how much more can i take... But i got to HOLD on for two more weeks... This just suxk... i jus hate the chef... for 2 days i WOrk 8 to 8. SO tired.. jus GEt tired and tired.. don noe where to go what to do who to talk... haiz.. jus.. turn to the wall... start speaking... I am going NUts... HElpp ME . I need to relay on God.. I have turn my back on him for so LONG... haiz... the crazy chef... is jus ... cant get out of my mind. Now got one Online guy... i don noe chatting with him for weeks.. lol Feel like a GAY man.. ah... I COULD turn one... of i stay single..i hope that i can celebrate christmas with some one..


I LOVE christmas... no matter what... i LOVE it

Day of scolding

WOW... i got a lot of strong blow today... so many scolding from chef... He must have hate me. Jus wanna get out of there soon... damn sad man... TOO much.. u don even noe it yourself. i cut my hair AGAIN... This time.. is sure short... lol haiz.. so short again... no hair no good look.. lol well jus got to wait and wait and wait till the SKy FAll short.. GOD Jesus, Please help me.

Normal

Beeing warn a few times, i finally cut.. but cut like nv cut like tat.. lol for show. is jus and art.

Bicycle tire Burst.... hit on sharp age. then POM... Psssssssss... try to stop but too late.. haiz...

Got go off early. nthg else to say... jus so normal..



SOo normal, i could hardly think of things to say.

some others...
the face who cant get love.
Funny FAce
Some nice pic taken at..?? me and steff(good friend take good photo)
Off day

Sound familiar? well.. is more boring then the other... so fast off day... i going suffer... lol tomorrow is the start of work and i am.. sleepy... and all tired. Trying calling every one out but on one can.. so stay home talk chat find entertainment and... it was pretty normal. Some how time pass... when i watch Weisheng dvd the Poisience (Big boat the hit by tidy waves ppl die.. so and and fore) watch already... tired... so lay down in bed... and soon... fall alsleep. noot so sure how long was that but was waken up by phone ring.. sms by Weisheng.. say am i meeting him and look a t the time... WOW... 5++ going to 6. soOO Fast.. i cycle DOWN to IMM and meet him and do what we are suppose to do and head home. My cousin was there... so me and him COOK for the WHOLE family. Tasty food YAa~? lol the rest is not important... SOOO BLA BLA BLA...

For some reason, i cant Sign in to MSN...
Fuking com.. damn sad man...

No one'sland. STand alone. Live alone DIe alone.

No one want me.. ~

Day before off

WAHh... what a day... finish work at 1.30 but delay untill 2.30 finish.. rush off to meet corn.. and hopefully meet her.. BUT... got a msg at.. 6++ saying jus woke up... Obveriously i have NTHG to SAY... u noe.. is like the don noe how many time it has been like this.. Well.. jus gave up hope.. lol no fate... BUT still when on with the day with corn ben and his girl. Watch movie like the PULSE the new scary flim... lol Not too bad... walk walk talk talk... make jokes like usual... lol is always fun to go out with Friends.. lol too badd... time are little.. CANT WAIT to finish the attchment.. so tired... so lazy to workk... should study... lol but oh Well.. THen later meet Ah xiang and friend to go to Fish and co.... lol ALL the money that i decided to spend on her spend on food and entertainment. FIsh and co... about $25 bucks then go play Pool... 6+... lol nthg much... Seeing ben and his gf holding hand.. so good.. jus hope to be in the shape again.. got money no love, no use... i rather love and no money... lol

Off DAy

HOW do i spend my off day. I dress so NICE... jus thought would meet her... but.. did not. So i when to eat with my grandpa. after tat when to cityhall meet steph to buy yoyo string for her childish boyfriend. So BIG play yoyo. Ask girlfriend buy string for him. SO bad man. If i were him, i would throw the yoyo away... or buy the damn string myself. Met ben. walk walk... go to mrina square walk walk... see see then time passes. then go eat Ben And Jerry ice-cream. Not BAD... After that met corn. go watch movie. the... LITTLE MAN.. SOOO funny.. so nice. WAlk walk.. go buy food eat. SOO... we talk about few things. Steph boy friend. What are going to study next. My pacthic LIFE. Kelly. and my love life.

We should problely skip steph boyfriend and go on to what to study.

Plan to go poly, take MASS COMMUNICATION but must try luck. cus i don have a O'level cert. ALL are DONE. IS only the interview.

My life, Simply. Just going get scolding tomorrow by chef william for what eva reason.

Kelly, emm... how to say... is not GROWING.... Blame no one but myself.

My love life... SUckss. No love for a few years. NOT even a sign. steph still say i handsome.. lol what the use.. still don have.. i always thought forever don have already. Bound to stay single.

I don need a pretty girl friend but MY HIGHEST standard is:

No smoke, cute, sporty or okok figure, SPEAK english, reply to my smses. Nice to me. Stay true to me. Not much la
lol

Well if can.. stay LONG... real LONG.... but.. Not even a SIGN of short love... lets not say LONG... SINGLE ALL the way.


GOing to Enjoy the breeze. Alone

End of Laughter

today when back to shatec to collect my final resuly slip. Well, i PASS. is Just the Work experience only. see weather i can CARRY on this HATIC life. WHen back to work. Did a few stuff till about 3 like what, chef say go and do whateva u want till 5.30 come back. So me and Kok huat when for a drink. talk talk talk. Go HR to buy my NAME TAG. DAMN.. cost me 10 bUCks ... is damn ex. When to set function at the Atrim . 800+ pax. SO many... ask me to Wrap Po pian alone. lol luck when it start... bryan came to help me.. althought he is a bit.... BLOCK the damn way... lol but nvm... suvived. Then after did every thing.. go sit... and enjoy... the Swissotel dance and dinner night. Eat some and sat there... think think... about tat some one... looking at all the others Drink Beer... How i wish i could jus drink and get Drunk... too bad.. it comes more then tat. Rashes and Swallon... jus hate tat. Allgeyge to alchole. After tat when back with ben. AGaing.. talk about her... I was told SO many time to JUST LET GO. but i couldn't . Perhaps.. i just cant. NOt that i don want to.. but the Feeling is there... only she did not respond to it. Wie sheng also say tat. Some guy on the net also say... let go.. or jus ASK her STRAIGHT... but.. i guess the answer wont be what i wanted. Looking at how she react to me and stuff... i CAnt be wrong.. so now.. i just think and think... thinking to let go or not. I really hate to let go.. but.. haiz.. the song CHong LIA... is a nice and meaning ful.. jus how i am now... Suppose to meet her tomorrow... but i guess she forget again... i Also nv go and ask her... nv sms her.. cus.. she could jus STOP half way... soo no point. SOme thing... are jus so unusal. Nv met her.. but jus wanna be with her. Many guys should have the same thinking.. may be... i'm just not the one.. IS a kiss goodbye situation. After Irene... I guess like a curse on me. That i will not get love again.. not even short term... NOT even close to that... If Irene could be HERE... only if i didn't let go. Only if... ONly if...

is the end of happiness for me... for work for love. Chef william is BACK on sat to SCOLD every one. jus hate to think of it. soo soos soooo tired... the eye bag is FALLing on me.. the Weight is heavier. i'm drying... Could some one save me??

Could it be you?

No scolding Day

This day is as usual as the others. got the shift 8-4 then 1-9 then 8-4 again.. what rubbish.. lol but i was placed in this rubbish situation. Trying to handle two things at one.. I really don feel any thing from her. Despite all i've done. may be she thought is normal. Cus talking to 9 guys in one rolled cant take her down. Many could have done the same. But i think mine is ssoo much difference. I dont do that at all. This can say is the first time i do this kind of thing, waiting for her for HOURS jus to meet, staying up so damn late to talk make chocolate for her trying my best to make time for her.. Perhaps, is jus not going happen. Like Wei sheng say. What yours is yours. Ok.. but just cant stop thinking. Try to forget it. ALL that had happen and seen.

Just a pretty normal day. only first time i had lunch with the cold people from cold kitchen. is all working well?? MAy be.. Till CHEf WILLIAM the Gorilla comes HOME.. damn.. is only going make things worst. MUCh MUCH worst. Tomorrow got Dance and Dinner by swiss hotel. So wont be online ba... cus finish at 11.30 or 12am ? is going be a LONG LONG nite.. but today jus found out one of my sernior staying SO nEAR me... Opps block only.. then Study same primart sch + near seconday... Chap my FAvour GAng... PHT.. WAHh SONG SONG.. At first thought of beating him up.. but.. ahh... Pht ppl.. for get it.. lol

So tired... sosososo tired... just online for this.. how DUMB... better show me u are READing ok..

Pusing other course.. wanan stop cooking is reall tired.
Got lots of things in my mind YOU NV UNDERSTAND

Nv for get my LObster... (delicious)
My CHICHKEN in Sze court( Relaxx)
This is MADE for her(be gratfull)Ke_l_y
Morning of Sadness

FIRST thing in the moring... i read my sms... and was SHOCK by what i read... AN sms by kelly saying.. i'm a Flirt... This msg itself SPOIL my day.. despite beening the Guai..boy.. in my friend group... but still... was NAmed Flirt... just cant understand.. It must be a misunderstanding. After that i went to work. first thing that happen to me when i was ABOUT to START.. I got SCRewed by the Commis 1 there... saying why i nv inform him i was coming and bla bla bla.. the same scolding 4 times... by different people.. that time.. really thought they are going to ask me Go back... but.. they let me stay... the CHEF William OFF... but CALLED back to scold me. how NICE of him. But time really PASS fast... not sure isit of the SCOLDing.. that took anot of time... Keep doing things till 2 pm then had my lunch... wahh.. lucky... i eat ceral in the morning.. or i gastric again.. lol thing happen so fast.. tat next ting i noe it was 4 already... but still doing stuff.. set function... wah.. then slack. In the fridge.. thought by our sernior. after aLL the shit.. the Second chef intro the kitchen to me... then go home... NOW resting.. waiting for HER to online and To MAKAN dinner !!

CHeers to the Very SAD morning !

Is a OFF day

What could be happier then a off day. Earily in the morning, visited the church then only have first service... so end early... when to meet Weisheng... then go take snack when home change then go out to expo to see her.. ALL the way there was standing, Thinking isit gona worth the trip anot. well.. Since i am here, try not to think to much. Wei sheng and I was HOPING for Sits.. but Singaporeans OLDies are to FAST for the young and the weakling... lol reach expo when to walk walk at the Sport link... mini fair.. nthg much... then slack at the stair case waiting for zhi yang and pei yeee and jin rong and corny to come. also waiting for her reply... but she did not. so Wei sheng and I when in to scroll... looking for girls with rollar blade and giving out paper.. but where attack by ppl without blade giving out paper... stack after stack... got to fetup and ignor them.. VERY VERY tired.. after all the walk without luck she say she say me... BUT actually was my friend.. soo KEep it SHORT.. me and wei sheng when out to sit behind the chair out side the experdition. me Sleeping the WHOLE hour.. lol too tired.. Ws busy msging her new girl.. some time jus feel so HAPPY for them.. thinking how misrable am I... without love... SO kind of sad... keep sleeping till ZHi yang they all came... when to buy food to eat i keep sleeping till.. CORN the MONKEY finally arrive.. after 1 hour of lateness.. got REally angry with him... COMBINE with NOT meeting HER ... the WHOLE trip to me... was a Total waste of time... only there was one part... which keep us msging.. AFTER all the crap... Wei sheng and I went to bugis to shop CORn they all go escape theme park. Wei sheng and i SHOP till $40.. AFter all the SPENDING.. wahh.. FEel Much better... but knowing tat i need to savve...

THe next big thing is LOOKING forward to meet her... 2 days later.. lets jus hope.. and PRay about it...

Hello People of the Loveless World

Let start with gastric.. lol, i hurt me this morning again... did the same thing... in hotell.. then every szchuan court ppl keep asking me.. So how ... how u think of this place..., i wanted to say " OH... DEAD boreding... dirty... preverted but sometime fun ppl... But a Suxky place" instead.. i say" OH.... this place ah... OKK lor.." lol keep on boreding me with this question. till afternoon... WAHH At last BREAK.. see doctor.. but remember... the clinc only open 1/2 day.. soo.. got to bare with it... Meet up with Ah sang... walk around eat and buy stuff.. all at Guiadian... I cant believe i spend... 16 in tat kind of shop.. lol sat out side the star buck... talking.. about his problem.. his girl to be... and mine... then so many ppl stare at us.. like what kind of begger sit out side the the Mrt staion Floor eating cookies... lol but it was REALLy FUN... enjoy it..

then back to hotel.. change .. eat work.. I was thinking..." am i going to fall alsleep again".. lol but i did not... at LAST i get to help in doing order... keeping me awake... then the OLD man.. keep Nagging me... i THINK it GET it wrongly for NAGGING and RAPPING. He thought it was a bloody trend... lol KEEP nagging instead of rapping.. till... CLOSE... HURRAY !!! is OVER>>. cant believe it... the CHef only spoke to me twice in 2 week.. so MEAN..

NExt stop... COLD KITCHEN... Heard that the chef can ALSO RAP...(NAG)... lol NON-stop hit.. die... may be he is just a Gorilla... jus GIVE him BANana.. he will leave u alone.. hope full ly.. hah... okok Stop here... type so much also no use... no ppl see one.. jus to UNLEASE THE ANGLE !!


i'll stop here... she is sick.. gtg..

Hi thereproberly NO one...is reading this BLOG... cus it has been STOP for a PRetty SOild long .... LONGER... and LONG... time.. so... WHAt am I doing now... u BLANKIES...(blank, no body) NOW i am in some 5 star resturant call, SZeChuan COUrt. to me... it Sux.. First, trainnes like me... have nthg to learn... nv teach how to cook... only perparation work.. like first thing i reach there... is Wash duck, chicken, fish... clean them.. then to eat... COme back... cut vege... and vege and lots more vege...(PAUSE, gastric pain... wah.. ) then cut finish ask them... do what now... they say." cut finish ah... OK lor" then they do their thing and i stand and look like an idiot. For many times it happen.. then cut cut cut... 2.30.... BYE bYE... BReak TimeWhen to the Pastry chocolate room straight... then do some creation of mine... picture POST next time...then time REALLY flies.... for 4 hours break... dinner... BACK to work.. MOST of the time... i would cut vege till i FALL all the ground..(ALmost) cus i FEll asleep... it was really funny.. then time Flows by... BIT by BIt by BIt. Then talk cock with them...then cut chilli till hand cannot press... ALL of a Freaking LONG sudden, is time to clean up the place and go home.. tats when it happens... my gastric... OH my... so pain... ah... did not speak a word... just the last word" can go already ah.. Ohr... BYB x 2" change and left. squeeze throught the crowded mrt... then reach home BATH... PAIN all the way... on COM talk to her then.. PAIN more PAin.. then...cannot send the WING pic.. don noe why... com got error... and SOO... this Mark the end of the Boreding day...Hope u have a sleepy time reading this...to BLANK-_-"'