haha i brand new day.... indeed.... a good finishing of the day..... every thing goes as usual.... alighting at city hall take news paper....but did not go to mph today.. cus wanna rest... so go to my locker.. as usual... i am the first.... then slack read news paper.... then start work.... to again... kanna stab.... i kind of getting bored.... i felt like i am going to punch some guy one day.... one min u and him can be GREAT frenz.... another min.... he can scold the shit out fo u.... working likfe out side really a mess.... my frenz po teacher.... another word dig backside or..... fake treat teachergood jus infront of teacher act angel...... he is such an ass.... i think they can do ANYTHING to win the teacher heart... all eat lao don noe how to keep use lao go away.... smoke only don noe how to do any other thing..... actually today all is good.... i do my stuff fast.... till some one shouted NEW oRDER ! then i start to panic... " one beancurd salad one sal salad one cesar salad" wow ! so many.... then bean curd i don really noe how to do.... so... get abit of scolding.... on tat other is good ! i wanted to say.... is... althought i have good controling of my temper but i will flame up one day.... i really scared i cant take it... and shout back.... is really some thing i don really wanna do.... it doesnt promote me but DISGRACE..... myself... i also found out i become more selfish i don help other do thing... i will say... do it your self la... not free... but one i say tat i feel dissappointed in myself.... be coming someone worst.... why? cus i have no one to talk to... some time don even noe wat day i am living in.... all the same...every day doing the same stuff.... some more no good frenz there.... only ppl who noe how to act.... i not really a good actor... i feel stupid... not being myself.... oh ya... today also watch a movie on net.. cus no one go watch with me... i watch CRASH ....... it was really a goood show... it make ppl reflex.... u say u don like him doing tat? but YOU yourself is doing tat which u donnoe about it... the story was so sad.... but a good ending.... a really x 2 nice show... but i don noe isit on theater yet or a long ago show..... after my attchment today... i met corn... so nice to see him my brother noeing tat he is doing fine..... miss them so much... cant wait to go out with them again.. i also wana go ice-skat.... lol... i talk to corn alot of stuff... he say he quite smoking lao.... so i say... YAYA..... u have been say tat for years lor..... then talk talk suddenly talk about zhi yang... he is much much worst.... i don noe how to help him man... he is hook.... but he also say will quit by this year.... but they noe.... they have been saying tat for years.... now is BEN... i worried... a new smoker.... hope he don be like zy.... or... haiz... don noe wat really to say.... ok today blog till here.... nitez! IF there is some one to hug... how good can it be...