Dear Readers,

I want to assure you that in my mind, different occasion, on various situation, there are things that I thought of and would like to share with you but failed too, is mainly because of my short term memory. Believe it or not, I think about things ALL the time. Random thoughts will fill my head and result in random topic. Nonetheless, for today, I will talk about make ups. Not the brand of it but the usage of it. I am sure ladies have caught your eyes, be it for you to be a male or female. The kind of makeup they used to make them look different, sometimes totally different.

Just so to reassure you, I am... a STRAIGHT guy. I like female gender and only it.

Frankly speaking, I thought of this topic sometime back and I may have lost the main juice of it so bear with me. I was once again triggered by the thought of ladies with makeup and the different without when I was in class, and my lecture showed us photos of his trip to Japan. Photos containing women with make up. He said that ladies in Japan can easily be prettier than ladies in my class. In my heart I totally disagreed with him. There are girls in my class that are prettier than girls he mention pacifically in his photos. I have actually no idea why did he say the ladies in his photos are pretty. Hand on my heart, the ladies in the photos are NOT pretty. May I repeat for the sake of clarity, the ladies in the photos are NOT, I mean really NOT pretty. What I can say about this is because of different generation defines pretty differently. I'm sure guys in my class will agree with it. So in this short conversation with my lecturer among the class was that, the ladies in Japan, may have undergone plastic surgery to beautify themselves and up on thick make up. The ladies in my class defense was that they were 'natural' without makeup. Which I totally agreed again(But I just listen and not participate in the argument). I got girls in my class that I can say are naturally beautiful. Be it the skin complexion or the structure of the face.

I am also not saying that putting on makeup is BAD.... no, that is not true. Makeup help some ladies to look brighter and more vibrant. Both factors are important for job or even pleasing your partner. Its just that in that point, that argument wasn't fair and was incorrect. I personally prefer natural beauty. I won't mind a little makeup on the eyes to make it look more stunning. Well, I would end by saying... I know that this post hasn't really got the juice. But I apologize, I can't remember anything more.

I decided to stop here for now.

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Peace out : )

Dear readers,

During this past month of non-blog period, I discover more about myself. Discovery might not always be a bad thing. This part of discovery about life goes like this. My assignments 1 just finished, feeling bored, I went to find some movies I miss out during my busy period. One of the movie I watched was 2012. If you ever did watch it, you will notice heart-warming scene when compassion by the leaders were shown to let the people who bought the ticket to enter the ship, self sacrificial love to complete a impossible mission to save the rest of people; thriller scene when the climax reach its peak with the earth scattering quakes, rushing ocean and fight between life and death. Personally, what caught my attention was the part where love ones die. I was sniffing, but no tears roll down my cheek. That really bother me. For a moment I thought I was so hard hearted that I lost my humanity in feeling. Which was obviously not true. Just that I am stopping myself to cry. This behavior gets in me and I am constraint sub-consciously. I would justify that stopping myself to cry outside is considered reasonable. But being unable to let tears roll down my cheek when I am alone disturbed me. I was sitting at my chair, paused the scene, think for a long while and decided to FORCE myself to really feel it. Finally I did manage to squeezes 2 drops of tears out of my dehydrated eyes. Relieved, feeling a whole lot better, I thank God for it. Being a christian, having ability to feel is a very important sense that ought not to be neglect. It is also a way to love. Showing compassion on needy people, the weak, the poor.

Just glad that I am able to tears.