Heyhey,

Just to share with you, a few days ago ( can't remember when) I had a dream. A sweet one. Yes... a girl. A totally random girl. I can't even remember her face when I woke up. I only remember.... she kissed me. Is not a me prompting her kind of situation. It's a spontaneous situation. Beautiful yet blurish dream. Hope to have more it.

SO Peace out for now

: )

Wow Fredric, Second post this month.... nice...
1 thing to know,
Eyes = ( Just Girl friend)
Heart = ( Potential Candidate for marriage.)
I've got things to spill so get ready.

I'm mad. Mad about the disability of providing certain sense of security that woman wants. Although I understand that every one function differently, I am still unsatisfied with the me now. I do not look my age. Look like some poly student. I am skinny and those kind of girls that are pleasing to my heart are against my kind. Suffer in vain, apparently those human artifact are out of my control. So get alive Fredric. I also get angry when I see girls ( girls that not only pleasing to the eyes, but the heart too) are attached with some guy. I will visually scan through the guy ( not checking him out) and compare myself with him. Totally hate it. That girl that I saw today is with this... Young angmo... both in JC. I saw this girl just right outside the Mrt door, Both of us were outside. She is with two friends, the Angmo(AM) and another girl all in uniform. After I saw her, I saw the AM, immediately I start to visualise the possibility of the AM chasing her. Although they were standing a few feet apart, I could almost imagine the AM victory. True enough, once we were all in the train, this AM shoulder accidentally brush her face ( very crowded train) and she seems to be standing at the exact place, enjoying the feeling. I was super ferious and my blood were boiling. Seriously speaking, She is not my girl friend and I have not been chasing her... even for a day ? So why on earth am I so mad about ? I'm going crazy. This is not the first time though.

Enough of ranting... Totally messed up my english there. So another crazy guy here : )

Hello Hello Hello !!!!


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never blog. I blame on my exam and holidays (That just ended "CRYYY") I was busy mugging during the exam period and thus no time to blog. But I really have a few inspiration on what to blog but I just simply forgot ! I have this sickness since I was little so don't blame me ? OH, before I forget, I am selling my Sec 3 Math textbook and Science Chem for O'level text book. Both at good price and very good condition. My intention at first was to buy and do self study for O'level. Next thing I knew was I ended up in Uni ( How great is our GOD !) sO, YOU can contact me if you know anyone whose interested in buying it. I'll give great discount. Currently I am making use of the non busy period of school days to watch shows. I've got tons of movie I want to watch. But due to time restriction, I'll just have to select them base on.... MY FEELING. Hahaha. Totally random but true. Got a new job at Just Acia 6.5/hr. Pretty high pay, but weird red uniform and restaurant concept. Because of the money, I guess I JUST got to let go of my pride and go for the money. At least my hair is acceptable : ) I have some issue I need to due with. I feel agitated when I have to wait. This WAITING issue has been bordering me. I can't wait. I will always go for the shorter que, or be a little late just so that I am not the first to reach. Today I learned the hard way with FOOD. I was in VIvo with my parent and my family had dinner at Food republic. Most of the food outlet I am fine with got long que, so being a typical me I just walk to the western food store and order ( since it as NO body and reasonable price) I sat down with my family and we ate. My food taste horrible. The rice are pretty hard. I cannot stand this kind of food and felt sorry for myself because of the BETTER tasting food my family is having.

OHHhhhh We are back to the girl friend issue. Damn, I got some urge to step ahead of aim of getting a christian girl to any other girl I find attractive. There are so many chances for me to get go against the grain. Thank God the holy spirit discern the choices. I wonder how long can it last before I give in. Basically because for a christian girl to like my kind of personality and hairstyle is rather hard. They rather go for a more mature (Seems only ?) and shorter hair no baggy pants type of guy. I guess I better not find one now. Am quite in deep shit myself. So... better not...


Photos next time laaaa Laaa .... LAaa laa la la la la la : )