I'm terrified.

Indeed,I was. The motion I went through was intensify. An experience that startled me. I thought I lost my ez-link card along with my 2 ICs. When I was reaching the MRT control station, I feel my butt, and realized one of my back pocket was empty. Panic, I rush to the stairs and dropped by back, began the searched. I knew at that moment, what was the consequences if I really lost it. I have to make a police report regarding it. But Thanks be to God, it fell into my bag while I was changing.

While I was working today, I saw two secondary school mates. Obviously they don't recognize me. But I always have been a little more observant then the rest ? Anyway, I did not say hi or what so ever. Before I went to work, I had lunch at TCC with my project mates, 1 for 1 deal so why waste it. While I was settling down, I saw this pretty girl sat next to my table so I took an extra peep. Strangely, she was looking back at me. So I stared hard for little while, then she waved at me. I was surprised yet trying to figure who is she. I keep my cool, waved and smile back. Then I realize that was Yuan Xuan. I mean, who would know that we will meet each other in this manner. At that time, I recall the image of her during the secondary school days. Compared it with the current her, WOW I tell you. Big changes. I hardly recognize her. I wonder what is she doing now, at her age (not very sure what also.. should be same as joflin) if she continue the education hierarchy, she should be doing her degree now. But she is in office dress. Probably an intern ? Whateva.

Only 3 weeks and I have not started by studies !!!

NOOOooooooooooooooooooo ~ !

Today had been a very weird day for me. (I got to go to my DIvision for reservice shoot(is a annual thing)

I was mentally prepared to face the music. I knew my hair is not going to make it through but still, I went to the division all spike up. Saw a ex college in the lift, he asked me what is my business here ? I replied, shooting. He then say, your hair can pass me ? I don't know ( I was lying to myself). As dumb as I could be, I was on time. Sure enough, no one turn up. So I make my way up to PNS office. The officer in charge start to wack on my hair. Saying I can't go to HTA with this hair and colour, they will sure reject you and refrain you from shooting. I was like "yaya... I know -_-"' "So after he repeated many times that he is not particularly aiming on me but for my own good. (A side note, in the end the briefing start at 10.) At that moment, I was cracking my head to find an easy solution to save my hair. In the end, the best solution to it is to cut only the back.

After the briefing,(lunch time) I make my way down to the salon, choosing the cheapest and " look professional" salon. Went in, and this china lady led me to my seat. Asked me what do I want to do with my hair. Worried that she would do something foolish to my hair, I said, leave everything as it is, just cut away the back. She did just fine in that. She also help me comb by side burn back ward with her BED hair product which she claim to be 30 over dollars. Anyway, that don't bother me at all. I mention the price before I start to cut. After the combing back action, I look like a nerd. SUPERB nerd. A look I have not seen in ages. At the same time I was laughing at myself. "Look at what you ended up with Fredric" I said to myself. With a sigh, I paid 4 bucks and walk out to search for black hair spray, non of the mama should sells it. So I head towards other salon with hope of them charging at per spray rate.

This aunty at the other salon(yes, I went to 2 salon in just less than an hour) help me GEL UP my hair, put hair spray + the dark brown spray, in total for 3 bucks. Looking at the mirror, what I lack now is just a pair of nerd glasses. Thereafter I went back to my division, get ready to travel there through a police van, sending some other there too. One of the passenge is my friend from division. We talk about dragonica throughout the journey there. He is like... level 40 and above. So he is basically some pro. As expected, a long que at the range awaits us. While queing up, I was staring at this guy, the back of his hair is longer than mine before I cut. I was thinking, wahh.. so long can ah... Next time that happen is that he got called to see his hair, in the end, he cut off his back himself. I was secretly praising God. The other guy from my division also got called, because of coloured hair. His case can be charge because he fail to obey order. He was warned earlier at the division that his hair would to make it there. But he choose to ignore it. I felt happy because I cut my hair but at the same time sad and sorry for the guy because he got bar from shooting. Wasting the trip there. While wait, most of use slept like no body business. I was actually worried about the result. But after the shoot, I got MARKS MAN ! Which is totally AMAZING.

Thank GOD again. At the end of the day, I think back and realise I have trip over stuff for like... 5 over times ? Felt stupid at that moment. But soon ignore the thinking. Because I look like a nerd with that hair and at the same tim.. look like gay ? But I guess I've got no choice. Be gay for one day. Of course I don't behave like one. I just look like one ? because of the hair.

Wow, super long.

Ok Tired and need to rest.

{ Enjoying every moment without project}

It has been a boring period for me. So crazy cracking brain solving assignments. As you can see, I like to keep photo fair. But as you know now, my skill are SOOoo limited. I can only make EVERY thing fairer. OH well.... and sorry that the photo are all ME. Because I have not been hanging out with my friend lately.

I did a very funny job today, temperature taking. SO funny. A good experience I guess.

Am I getting used to being alone ?

Is this a good thing ?

And.... for once... I am REALLY BROKE.

My goodness. Didn't realize my preparation saving wasn't enough. I just feel like being alone right now and save like there is no tml.

Back to emo state. : )