Friday, November 28, 2008,
Hey Peeps !!
Share with you something interesting. I never thought I could be so inspired. Yesterday night, I was thinking about my NS last day. Pretty excited by it and kind of loss sleep. The funny thing is that during these period of time, I actually thought of MANY designs to be designed on a shirt. Mostly couple shirt. Idea kept on flowing in. I did not read any magazine or what, all I did was lying on my bed and waiting for myself to fall in a sweet dream. But I was awake to see the dark clear sky, rains. I knew perfectly clear that I will forget most of the idea once I woke up the next morning. Just like a dream. An ambious dream. A dream as a designer. Something I know will never come true in real life. To me that night was a lovely night. A night everyone longs for. Something that goes beyond resting.
I really did forget most of it. But I still recall some... I forgot almost all quotes. The result of lazy to switch on the light and write it out. Oh well, I am satisfy enough to say here that I actually had that dream.
12:38 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008,
A little confession to be make.
I have not been paying much attention to my first day of commercial of law class. It is not the lecture fault, he is like so funny and FAST. But it is about this girl sitting at the front row of the class. I tell you, she is hot. Even from the back, the way she sits is like... nice. I like girls sitting in that manner. I should also tell you that is not any sexy way or sexual poses. But just like, twisting the leg in a attractive manner(At least to me) She got a pretty face, good figure nice legs. Is really hard to focus especially when the lec is standing infront of her. Leading me to see her. I must say that one the first day I was looking at her way too much. After the class we were in the lift going down then I don't why I stare at her. She look back and like got electric shock and I look away. The second day was worst, I feel that she is now looking at me. That keep me wanting to look at her more. Every time our eyes meet there was this lost in the world kind of feeling. I know she has a short boyfriend. But really, I catch her looking at me and it was kind of awkward. But I already refrain myself from looking. But I just got to see. She is fair, average height alright skull features and alright face. Big eyes and long coloured hair. Man, I must have lost my mind. I might be thinking too much. But I am going to control myself. It is really kind of crazy man.
Today's exam is pretty good. Straight forward question.
Surely gonna pass.
Got to change my blogskin soon.(help ?)
9:48 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008,
I know, So Zi Lian. No choice, I was bored. So have fun : D
My creation, Nice?Some times I feel weird taking photo of myself you know.
Just to let you know, I am purely straight. Just bored.
6:54 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008,
Good day to all.
Today is just another casual day. Maybe not that casual. Rather, a very busy day for me. On my position as a "Going to" Ord personel, it is totally unfair for me to work that hard. Like come on, Why am I doing the audit stuff when I am suppose to slack and laze around.
Thanks God today is friday.
Meet up with my church friend and have dinner together. Of course we talk too. About our life and stuff. Pretty interesting the way he view things. Is really different from mine and maybe he is too sensetive and look too much into a simple sentence ? I am not going to say what. Is for me to know and for you to guess forever. He also said that I could get a girlfriend easily. I told him" ya right, I kind of repel woman" I wonder if that was true ?
Recently I have wanting to watch a movie, so I watch a long time download movie to free space. I have not completed the movie but about half way there. I watch " P.S I Love You" I tell you, I love the song. " I'm going to love you forever" ? If anyone have the OST please sent it to me. The movie is in a very sad and touching way. I got to admit, it almost brings me to tears. Fantastic show. Although I have yet to complete watching it. Soon.
Tomorrow is back to school, another boring class coming right up. My previous subject pretty much sucks. I think I am also going to fail that one. Thanks GOD again that my classmate is writting a letter to inform the school of how the paper is set that were unfair to use. So hopefully they can help us all pass. hahah
OK, not going to talk too much. I am preparing to ORD>.
Thursday on leave. Friday on leave.
You know what to do ?
11:47 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008,
A quick update...
Yesterday night I got too excited over a few things which you most probably know. One of it is my face. I have been staring at myself and thinking... not too bad. Then I took a photo using my handphone and start to stare. This time, I was thinking wow... how do you get your girlfriends ? Is like pretty bad looking for a guy. Vanity part of the issue. I start thinking about the passed while I was on the bed trying to sleep. But these thoughts just float by. How dumb I was on this particular date. It was pretty crucial. I remember dressing up for the date. God provide me chances by making it a raining day. I took out the umbrella and just sheltered her across. What I could actually do is like hold her close to me instead of rubbing her hand against mine thinking that it was a simple date. But I some how knew my guts was a tiny little seed. I NEED to grow it. I will try my very best to thicken my skin. Especially with girls. I am losing myself. Thinking about all these nonsense. Last but not least is my exam. I haven really start studying. I know I am in for a deep trouble if I don't start tomorrow. Time is really limited now. I wanna style my hair I want to dye it. I still look ugly. Really.
I am lonely for Good
8:03 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2008,
hello hello,
Must be suprise that I am back typing so soon.
Isit because of the little praise I got on the tagboard ?
Don't think so.
I wanna share with you a dream last night.
I had one of the sweetest dream last night.
You were right, with a girl and no, not with any of my ex. I got into another relationship again. Is a little blurish, I think I know that girl. Not going to tell you here dough. I cant. We were in another country. If I am not wrong we were at Malaysia. We kind of have our own sweet time together and lost the tour group. I hold her hand and we walk around to find. A little frighten, thinking some malaysian will rob us or something but of course they did'nt. If they did, it would be a fighting sence. You don't want that to happen right ? So it did not. We found our tour group in the end and realise it was a very nice dream. But to my suprise, I was late for school. lol So I pack my feeling and head to school. School end early today. The lecture is kind of slackish. Don't really like her. Just hope her exam is easy to study. Not asking too much right ? At least I think is reasonable.
School again tomorrow. Man... Life is such a drag.
High school musical 3 song not as good as the rest?
I should catch a movie soon.
10:43 PM