Ahh... I finally realise and accept the fact that I cant really draw the hand and feet.

Why are eyes and hair so easy to draw and the rest are like... ###%@#@#

My life are currently filled with driving practices, even up to the extend of taking leave because of the slot that are available.

Suxs.. (Waste my EDO... Now I have ORD 1 day later..)

Been thinking back to what I want to study after my NS.

Business major in Event Management my favourite course.
Going to check it out this Friday after my driving lesson.

Dreaming all these while to make it BIG.... BIGGER... BIGGEST

Eatting sweets all day long. Tired of training. Beening stoping for like.. a week.

BUT I DON WANNA GROW FATTT!!!!!!!

haha, FOOD FOOD FOODDDD ~~~~~~

So of things I am unhappy about in life.

Just too much...

Perhaps I should have MORE of those HACK CARE attitude.

It might work things out.


Today I just got news about my rank.

Guess what?

Is been PUSH to June. No back pay.

It sucks. TOTALLY.

I got piss off. Really piss off.

Was asked to do a composition on a certain topic and I chose my Ambition. Wrote half a page long of words. After the writing that took me quite a while to finish it because didn't writing it for so long. My Head PNS came and speak to me. Regrading my promotion. This time, she speaking nthg about my IPPT and SHoot cus i excel in BOTH of it? She said " you are in the NON-PROMO track. Means you have to wait until you reach a year in division(which I DID)". She carries on saying that is a must to wait at LEAST one year. Ok, now is AT least one year. So I ask"no back payment ?" She said no. Then she said I have to wait till June with 5 other same people facing the same problem as me. I hope is not the same batch as me. If not, I will screw the PNS ppl. Letting me wait for so damn long plus a false hope of waiting for so long.

Guess I need to pray earnestly for a control in my temper. Is raging up again.

Sorry, but there is really nothing good to update you ppl about. It is all BAD and BAD and REALLY BAD things.

Isolating soon.

I WANT TO COMPLAINT !!!

What do you get after paying 50 cents ?
= Malay gueh with rice at the bottom and coconut milk at the top which is equivalent to fats

What do you get after buying a delicious looking Mcfurry ?
= Whole cup of fats.

What do you get after buying one bowl of curry chicken and savourying its juice flowing out of the chicken ?
= Curry make of coconut milk which is also equivalent to fats.


So much fats. Fats is everywhere. Worst of all, is IN there.

Skinny yet not fat free. Even milk can be 99% fat free. Why cant I?

Working out are really getting boring. Sometime I feel like sleeping halfway through the workout. Sometime I just walk out of the gym.

Shaping up has always been my goal before I ORD from the Police force. Sorry let me adment it, is 6 pack. Looks like is a hopeless goal. One that I could achive only if I have more self control over food and do more running.

If only...

If only...

If only...

Food can be LESS tempting.

Thanks God I am broke. If not I will be more food to eat.

Don't get me wrong, I do eat. Just don't wish to eat more than I should.