Saturday, January 19, 2008,
Just realise I have been given wrong info( unintentionally). She goes back on Monday which is 21 Jan instead of 20 Jan. I had clean the my table and mop the floor today, dug out a lot of past memories. Those photos from seconday school. I look so happy then. It is really sweet to see the past and saw every one you ever know. Just love the past. Too bad, future is not making much space for the past.Dad and I talk while he was driving to my grandpa house. That conversation is much prefered. Because there is no study or books involve. He was talking about phone and "blackberry". He said BLUE BERRY at first. I was thinking phone got blueberry meh.. Then I corrected him. When he talks about electronic stuff, he really flunk it. It takes me a while to get hold of what he is trying to say. Any way, in one of the conversation he talk about DEATH. He said" I won't regret a thing even though ah goong and ah ma pass away. Because I have already did my best in showing love and providing them with materials need." The next moment, I was thinking about her. I was thinking" true, I won't have any regret either. I have give her every I possible could." But the next thought came in " I still don't wish to let her go." Some time is really out of your own control. It is God's will. One of these days he will take my grandparent away. One of these days, he will take her away.( Only the day is SO MUCH sooner) Got kind of moodless tonight. Thinking that she is really going to leave this country and who know when will she be back again. Yesterday night I was drinking coffee with Cornelius in Coffee Bean. Talk about her and XL. I like to talk to corn, because we can get so carried away that I will not think of any thing else but LAUGH. We are born to be friends. The night is not getting any younger. So Good night friends.Take good care of my baby, don't ever make her blue.Once upon a time, that little girl was mine, if I wasn't in Singapore,I know she never be with you sotake good care of my baby, don ever make her cry.Be as kind as you can beMake rainbows all around keep telling that you love herif you know you dont love herThen send my baby back home to me.
10:33 PM
