At last something interesting happened today,



Note: (Compare to you, it might not be as interesting as it is)



In the morning, my Mdm sent for for special dispatch to MND building, so I make my way down to the transport department. He drove us off the complex and said that today I want to slack abit so I will be going a bigger round. I said ok and I am fine with it. So we were driving along chinatown and turn in to Smith Street. We saw many car reversing and drove out of the lane so we(in the Police Car) drove in to check it out. This Lorry is unloading some chinese new year goods and saw us waiting at the back, he drove to the front and stop at the Double Yellow Line. So we stop beside the lorry, wind down the window at stare at the driver. He too, wind down the window and my driver said" Uncle, here cannot stop faster go before I summan you" The uncle said HUH? then I said" UNCLE, you better go now. I am GOING to SUMMAN YOU." He reply, I am unloading stuff then will go already. Then I say" 5 Min's I will be back to check. If you still here I will REALLY summan you." Wind up the window and drove away. The feeling is both good and felt sorry for him. Of course I know he is unloading stuff. Some more is big stuff. But I just join in the fun. Any way, in the afternoon we played basketball. About 1.35 like these I hurt my pinky by intercepting the ball. I thought it is ok, not a big deal. So I continue to play. At 2pm, 3 players took rebound 3 stand and see(I was one of them). One of the player taking the rebound smack the ball downward and was about to hit the guy look, he smack it away in time and hit the side of my face( I was only in time to turn my head) Then my eyes was bloodshot red and swell(minor ?). I thought it was quite dumb to get hit by the ball and swell. I played so many time not even ONCE it make my eye swollen. Depressed, I took ice and wrap it with tissue and rub my eye. Now recover 90% of it already. I was thinking, if it didn't recover, I will take MC. But too bad la. hahaha.

I went to the hospital to see my auntie. Her stroke got worst. Kind of sad looking at her, helplessly laying in bed. She keep thinking of the bad stuff which make it even worst. The cause of her stroke is a blood colt in her head. Sound kind of serious. But I believe it is recovering. Because she can speak and minor move her body already. Still, she hardly have the control of her fingers. Her hand is kind of weak so it is hard to hold even a cup. Drove home by my cousin lorry.

Tired and plenty to kill.

Regeneration.

Felt cold...

Really cold...

Perhaps I am sick...

Too stress about things happening around me and thing that are about to happen.

Did some cleaning for Chinese new year.

Tolerate some Chinese new year song by trying to enjoy it.

Did lots of bible reading(Amazingly)

Did a routine plan for efficient work flow.
[ Once I get home, I go down for a run till 7.15 or 7pm. After that will be dinner, follow by bathing. After bathing will be studying till 10 pm. At 10 pm it will be bible studying till 10.45 or 10pm.]

It looks pretty workable and resonable. I have been trying out for 3 to 4 days last week and it is working well. One thing I felt discourage when I had planned for the DG session yet it did not came out smoothly. I am just not build to do public speaking.

Any way, Most lightly I will not be online tonight untill Friday. Contact me vide my handphone.

Need to stay focus.

So Tired...

Hello,


I have finally bought my O' Level text book. Super thick and super expensive.

I will be doing Sciences & math & english this year.(Doing in terms of Studying.)

Science will be Chem mix with Physic

Next year will be POA + Humans + English. But next year is schooling already la.


So I wont be blogging so often.

I nv thought I would want to study, but I was wrong. I am SOO INTO it. ( for the moment)

Who wanna Accompany me ? Studying alone is really boring...

SIAN AH !!!!

Pack with things every day

Just realise I have been given wrong info( unintentionally). She goes back on Monday which is 21 Jan instead of 20 Jan.

I had clean the my table and mop the floor today, dug out a lot of past memories. Those photos from seconday school. I look so happy then. It is really sweet to see the past and saw every one you ever know. Just love the past. Too bad, future is not making much space for the past.


Dad and I talk while he was driving to my grandpa house. That conversation is much prefered. Because there is no study or books involve. He was talking about phone and "blackberry". He said BLUE BERRY at first. I was thinking phone got blueberry meh.. Then I corrected him. When he talks about electronic stuff, he really flunk it. It takes me a while to get hold of what he is trying to say. Any way, in one of the conversation he talk about DEATH. He said" I won't regret a thing even though ah goong and ah ma pass away. Because I have already did my best in showing love and providing them with materials need." The next moment, I was thinking about her. I was thinking" true, I won't have any regret either. I have give her every I possible could." But the next thought came in " I still don't wish to let her go." Some time is really out of your own control. It is God's will. One of these days he will take my grandparent away. One of these days, he will take her away.( Only the day is SO MUCH sooner)

Got kind of moodless tonight. Thinking that she is really going to leave this country and who know when will she be back again. Yesterday night I was drinking coffee with Cornelius in Coffee Bean. Talk about her and XL. I like to talk to corn, because we can get so carried away that I will not think of any thing else but LAUGH. We are born to be friends. The night is not getting any younger.

So Good night friends.

Take good care of my baby, don't ever make her blue.
Once upon a time, that little girl was mine, if I wasn't in Singapore,
I know she never be with you so
take good care of my baby, don ever make her cry.
Be as kind as you can be
Make rainbows all around keep telling that you love her

if you know you dont love her
Then send my baby back home to me.

YOYO !!

5 days had passed. So soon, it will be for real.


Just like last week, it has been busy for me.

Did nthg much, tomorrow is my division Dinner & Dance night.

I wonder how fun will it be...

Start at 6 and end at midnight.

I will hide everything there. flawless.

No one will eva notice.

Just cut my hair.

Not much comment.

Now I feel that my blog is kind of boring.

oh well... Life is...

Today Is my younger sister birthday,

Happy Birthday.


Anyway, today has been a rather bad sad and LONGGGggggg~ day. You can't imagine how it feel like. Today on, I'm quite on my own. Been really busy with things this week. Yet I have to go through this shit that makes me feel like shit. SHIT man. Today I just make myself busy and more active even when I am REALLY busy. Thoughts just came in, more and more. Inspiration came in. I think is time to write another song or poem. Sorry but I think it is lucky that Cornelius gf Pan saiy him again. Cus we can talk it out tonight.

Today, I manage to control my way to another day. My supervisory is so irritating. Keep intercepting with my way. She like cannot wait like that.

I am angry, sad, empty.

Can hardly do a thing.

Hope Time will pass really quick.

Hey Hey Hey !


Wont talk about tomorrow and the day before, not worth reading.

Today in the morning while I was on the train, I got this urge to on the phone. So I on. Ture enough, many messages came out. There was a few messages stating that callers are unable to reach me. one of it is my mom, one of it is Jane and the other one is her. Cus I have some issue with my dad the other day. Then she was worried. So... check out how I am doing. I am fine. Don worry. I cant angry for long. Any way, there is this decent looking man(a little old)...(ok, QUITE OLD) was looking at his phone also. Then I happen to see his message, quite a lot of unread sms. He happen to open this one and I read it. It goes some thing like this " hey I wanna put my hard **** into you. When can we meet up?" This sms don sound like kidding. It was from Patrick Kang(if I am not wrong) He reply" ok, I will plan it and inform you". After reading his message, I take another look at his face. What the hell is wrong with him. Gay in the morning. He don look like gay to me. Isnt it sad ? : (

Many times today, I thought it was Monday.

But when I realise it was actually Wednesday, I feel kind of relieve.

Friday will come sooner then I thought. 20th, will be too soon to know.





Sorry, I can type no more. Emotion is getting over my mind.
I almost lost control of myself. Typing things that are crazy to read. Crazy to know.
Some things are better kept secret.

Cornelius, I hope you can meet me eariler on Friday. Then I can talk to you and tell you.

Happy New Year guys,

Today is the first day of new year.

What did I do on the first day of new year,

I did some chatting watch finish a movie

Vaccum the floor

Wash my dad's car ( SUPER dirty)

Visit my grandpa

Blog a short one..

That is what happen today.

Yesterday Night.

After meeting for the last night of the year, I went off to meet my dad and his friend's family for dinner. I went to meet him first at the car park to put my bag but instead of me putting my bag, my dad ask me to ADD tidbits inside.. -_-"' Already so heavy, that's is also why I border to walk all the way to find him. So I empty my bag and put my dad's tidbits inside and carry for dinner. Had dinner at JumBO Chinese restaurant. Just have a little share fair amount of food to it. Quite sad though, i thought there is alot of like extra to go around. The adult order JUST NICE. How NICE of them. We then walk to Padang Field to watch firework. One thing strange was that when I was watching the firework, I felt nothing. I don't even feel like smiling. Perhaps the whole mood was missing something ? Or perhaps some one. Anyway, after the firework, some guest from the hotel next to the field are throwing toilet papers. The way it flew was nice. Like chinese art. Now I know that even toilet paper can be nice to watch. haha

Tomorrow,

Hate to say it, but is time to work.

4 more days till Saturday.

When it comes, it is going to be FUN again.

I have decided what to buy using my Kinokuniya Voucher. A Dictionery.

I don have a good one. SOoo... why not make use of this money and buy it.



So long~ my friend.