Wednesday, December 05, 2007,
After a long long time, Mdm Zarimah still insisting that I have mix blood.I got kind of caught up by it. Isit a good thing to have mix blood ? I think, maybe if it is mix with a Caucasian it wouldn't be so bad. But mixing around with other asian blood, just as good as not mixing. I was born brown. Like cookies, : D Black eyes and shiny black hair which I once thought it was cool and healthy to have such black hair. Till I learn how to dye my hair. It is TWICE as hard as others with natural brown hair. Maybe it is a mistake, should be brown hair, black skin? (nahh... THAT would be a mistake)But I do envy people with light brown hair. They either look much prettier or more handsome.Some time I just feel that my friends are not giving as much as I am giving in to a friend. Shame on them. Treat your friend like a dog or animals. I know that we do in times look cute like a dog but we are not one that you can push around. I hate friends that backstab them and like you did this shit and you turn and say hey, (who eva name tat is) why did you do this. So childish. Actually your are the dumb ass that does that. I think I make a very good friend. You treat me nice, I will surely treat you nice. But just don try to take advantage of me. Cus I KNOW you are. (These words does not refer to any one and not an insult to any animals)
This month is just the best. The cold breeze and chill makes you feel sooo sooo good. Only if you take some time and sit down under a shade and take in the breeze. But the more you take in, the more you feel like sharing with some one special. Talking of which, I thought I lost my TIME RING. I got pretty upset when I couldn't remember where I kept it. But after the visit to my grandpa house today, the maid ask if the ring was mine. It bring a smile to my face. Happily had my dinner. But before I arrived at my granddad house, I was on the mrt and I knew that it was raining. So I was suprise and happy(because there is no direct shelter to his house fromt the MRT) that it stop raining. So I plug in to my Ipod listening to my fav hit. Then, I felt droplets of raindrops. I thought it was the wind that blows the tree above me and causes droplets. Till it gets heavier and heavier. I don noe what to do as I was out in the open with no shelter near me. So I make a run all the way to my grandpa's house. I was drench when I reach the his place. This is just some things that happen to me.Beside that, I check up some of the places for me to study O'sThe Most expensive caused about $5000+++ for 5 sub including science but not GST.(MDIS COLLEGE)SUPER EXPENSIVE. SHOCK and STUND.Perhaps my dad would kill me if I fail it. Felt the chill in my spine~Judging from the look of my table, I am a very messy person. When it comes to handwriting, it is worst. I hope she understanding what I am writing. With all the broken english and mistake in spelling + grammar.Alright, this post is getting a little tooo LONG winded.Stop here and Listen to the chinese song. I cant read the lyric but I think it is about love??
9:45 PM
