Saturday, December 29, 2007,
It has been so long my friends.I wonder, where should I start.I still have glimps of memories of the past left in my head. Till I was told to dig out the past. It was an awesome feeling after reading the letter and seeing the L.O.V.E pillow(small one, REALLY SMALL one) It brought me back to the past. Where things were good. Where my heart really feel it. Although it has been 3 years now. I guess nothing has change. We still who we are. Only this time, she has a boyfriend. Here purpose has therefore, changed. Thanks God that though 3 years had passed and we still remain as good friends. Some times I think the position of friends can fight with the first place friend of my friend list. We could sit there and talk about anything. Basically everything. Only time has constring me and making me in a hurry and rush through the sharing. I need to say, I feel MOST alive when I am with her.Even when I am tired, I still refuse to rest, I know if I miss a chance... I will regret. I always thought my life has changed. Making me a more gracious person towards others. Talking my most inner things with her. How I wish, I could be the one in her country. Where we could go on and on and on living out for each others sharing and helping when in need. Perhaps, I need not share with you what had happen through out the weeks but know this my friend, I am happy. As real as it may sound, I am happy. Even if I am not showing. I am happy. Contented, satistfy. Deep in my heart, I know this does come every time. It only show in years. As bad and as long as I could take, I will wait. This December is the most fruitful one. Blessed by God. This happy moment are not long. It will end soon, even sooner than you can imagine. I will talk about it when it is nearer. For now, lets rest and let God do the healing.
11:55 PM
