Let Imaginations Take Flight.

Saturday, December 29, 2007,

It has been so long my friends.

I wonder, where should I start.

I still have glimps of memories of the past left in my head. Till I was told to dig out the past. It was an awesome feeling after reading the letter and seeing the L.O.V.E pillow(small one, REALLY SMALL one) It brought me back to the past. Where things were good. Where my heart really feel it. Although it has been 3 years now. I guess nothing has change. We still who we are. Only this time, she has a boyfriend. Here purpose has therefore, changed. Thanks God that though 3 years had passed and we still remain as good friends. Some times I think the position of friends can fight with the first place friend of my friend list. We could sit there and talk about anything. Basically everything. Only time has constring me and making me in a hurry and rush through the sharing. I need to say, I feel MOST alive when I am with her.Even when I am tired, I still refuse to rest, I know if I miss a chance... I will regret. I always thought my life has changed. Making me a more gracious person towards others. Talking my most inner things with her. How I wish, I could be the one in her country. Where we could go on and on and on living out for each others sharing and helping when in need. Perhaps, I need not share with you what had happen through out the weeks but know this my friend, I am happy. As real as it may sound, I am happy. Even if I am not showing. I am happy. Contented, satistfy. Deep in my heart, I know this does come every time. It only show in years. As bad and as long as I could take, I will wait. This December is the most fruitful one. Blessed by God. This happy moment are not long. It will end soon, even sooner than you can imagine. I will talk about it when it is nearer. For now, lets rest and let God do the healing.

11:55 PM

Saturday, December 22, 2007,

Westlife(Made in Singapore)

Last day of the trip

nice ah...

smoky mountian song.

you are suppose to see a mountain.. (imagine)

Behold, the 6 floor tall Christmas tree in KL

Don get fool by it's size, it is not fully fill with chips but just the air expansion ( some science crap) inside the chips.

I look so decent

Back !!!!!

Miss me?

guess not.

ANY WAY,

By the look of the photos, you know that I cant pose. haha look like a .... nerd ? weird...

The whole trip was fun and I brought some things from the FAKE BRAND market. Looks real, smell real. Got cheated by cabby Indians. Say charge us run by meters. In the end the meter run faster than the second on my watch. A short distance of about from BB to Jurong east. Cost us 40 ringet. DAMN EX..... Every one was cursing the uncle the moment we step out of the cab. We visited KL on sat. KL CC, Lot 10 ( and the shops around it) Chinatown. Not too bad. Will go next year.

So, in the end. we met up again. 2 years later, most have change. But... the heart beats the same. Only if I am the one migrate there.

12:08 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007,

CAME HERE TO SAY GOOD BYE.

I WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD.

GOING UP IN THE MOUNTIAN

PLACE YOU CANT SEE

ELITE HAIR GEL IS GOOD

8:18 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007,

Took at Habour Front (VIVO)

Auditing of my office Officially Starts tomorrow

It is going to be VERY VERY busy.

Came back yesterday from my first holiday season trip

Family gathering at Aloha Chalet at Changi.

A very low profile looking place with a old kind of chalet and ZERO things to do

The good thing is it come alone with Beautiful scenery along the coast.

Above are the photo's I took during the trip.

You see the dog ? His name is... (SHIT, I forgot -__-) but he belongs to my cousin not mine. haha cute rite, so gui lor. Not obedience but GUI. why ? Because when you want to pad the dog, he will bow down like a humble servant and walk there. He doesn't know what on earth is SIT. But he do know HOTDOGs FISHBALL RICE CHICKEN etc. When he comes to food, his behaviors is like cat. You have food, he will sit infront of you and stare at you. Oh, he ALWAYS sleep too... 5 to 10 times a day. He prefer to dose off instead of going to sleep. He Will just sit and dose off. Cute man. He don bark. Is like for the 3 days he only bark 3 times ? Not active. When you take his ball and throw, he will just stare at the ball then walk away. You can also lie down on the floor with him or even lie on him. Like what I usual like to do. haha Of course not the whole body weight on him la. After all, he is just a lazy greedy small and tired Chi WAh WAH.

Wont you just look at the scenery I took again, Even with my 2 megapix cam it still comes out beautiful. Or should I just praise myself for being such a wonderful photographer ? haha

We played the Wireless Nintendo ( WII) almost ever min. Challenge stupid thing and doing stupid things there. On Sat night, we had Cousin night. Where all the cousin age from 13 to 26 goes out at night and have fun. I must say it is a successful one. All 13 of us together. We head off from the chalet to Clark Quay to enjoy the breeze(FAVOURITE MAN). Walk in the rain( with umbrella) to a bus stop and take it to Town. In between we had so much fun and laughter. We walk our way to Crown Hotel Sweden to had our supper + desert. I had chicken bake rice with a topless 5 with my 13 years old boy cousin. Watch movie at 2.15 am at Cine. We watch The GOLDEN COMPASS. Guess what ? MOST of us slept at the first part, including me. haha Cant control man. So boring.... After I woke up, the main character already on the run. The fighting part is nice. Esp with the BEARS... SO COOL. haha It ending around 4.45am ? Our parents came to TOWN to fetch us back. ALL slept in the lorry haha. Arrived at the chalet around 5.30am and some insist that we see the sun rise. for 2 days we have been talking about seeing it. In the end it rains. so we play the Nintendo until 7am then I slept till 12.30pm. I have no idea why am i the second last to wake up. haha any way

On Sunday, we went to the Airport Terminal 3 to check out the place. Since it is the last day of exhibition. I must say it is very big and spacious. Alot better then the T1 & T2. More Clear. Got a lot of rubbish there also. haha. We talk and talk take alot of photo but I took NONE. Cos I feel that it has nthg worth to take. haha Then my aunt keep talking about the Plastic chair that cost a thousand. How SM LEE question them why they use this money to buy. She nv really did say the answer though. At night My dad, sis, and one of my cousin including me went back first. We visit my grandpa before we head home. I cut my hair too. Got inspection. haha guess what ? ( It look SUXKY.... she nv listen to my direction and made the wrong move. SHEEZZ there goes my hair.)

It looks really suitable for NS person ( that is what I told myself)

Looking forward to Friday. Trip to Genting Highland.

9:18 PM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007,

After a long long time, Mdm Zarimah still insisting that I have mix blood.

I got kind of caught up by it. Isit a good thing to have mix blood ? I think, maybe if it is mix with a Caucasian it wouldn't be so bad. But mixing around with other asian blood, just as good as not mixing.

I was born brown. Like cookies, : D

Black eyes and shiny black hair which I once thought it was cool and healthy to have such black hair. Till I learn how to dye my hair. It is TWICE as hard as others with natural brown hair.

Maybe it is a mistake, should be brown hair, black skin? (nahh... THAT would be a mistake)

But I do envy people with light brown hair. They either look much prettier or more handsome.

Some time I just feel that my friends are not giving as much as I am giving in to a friend. Shame on them. Treat your friend like a dog or animals. I know that we do in times look cute like a dog but we are not one that you can push around. I hate friends that backstab them and like you did this shit and you turn and say hey, (who eva name tat is) why did you do this. So childish. Actually your are the dumb ass that does that. I think I make a very good friend. You treat me nice, I will surely treat you nice. But just don try to take advantage of me. Cus I KNOW you are. (These words does not refer to any one and not an insult to any animals)

This month is just the best. The cold breeze and chill makes you feel sooo sooo good. Only if you take some time and sit down under a shade and take in the breeze. But the more you take in, the more you feel like sharing with some one special.

Talking of which, I thought I lost my TIME RING. I got pretty upset when I couldn't remember where I kept it. But after the visit to my grandpa house today, the maid ask if the ring was mine. It bring a smile to my face. Happily had my dinner. But before I arrived at my granddad house, I was on the mrt and I knew that it was raining. So I was suprise and happy(because there is no direct shelter to his house fromt the MRT) that it stop raining. So I plug in to my Ipod listening to my fav hit. Then, I felt droplets of raindrops. I thought it was the wind that blows the tree above me and causes droplets. Till it gets heavier and heavier. I don noe what to do as I was out in the open with no shelter near me. So I make a run all the way to my grandpa's house. I was drench when I reach the his place. This is just some things that happen to me.

Beside that, I check up some of the places for me to study O's

The Most expensive caused about $5000+++ for 5 sub including science but not GST.(MDIS COLLEGE)

SUPER EXPENSIVE. SHOCK and STUND.

Perhaps my dad would kill me if I fail it.

Felt the chill in my spine~

Judging from the look of my table, I am a very messy person. When it comes to handwriting, it is worst. I hope she understanding what I am writing. With all the broken english and mistake in spelling + grammar.

Alright, this post is getting a little tooo LONG winded.

Stop here and Listen to the chinese song.

I cant read the lyric but I think it is about love??

9:45 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007,

Friends, do you feel the wind ?

On the eve of Dec, God send great wind to chill the land of wrath and anger.
Prepare yourself for Christmas
Embrace yourself with love and compassion puring out on others

Went to escape theme park today, feeling dizzy...

I don understand what is so fun making yourself wanna puke..

And guess no further, I was force to go.

Amoung all the games, Go Kart and the... err... what is tat call ? ( the one that will get you wet) is fun.

The Inverter is a stupid and lame station.

Ate KFC for dinner and .... went home.

While I was on the train... we all slept.. but I guess I am the only one awake after awhile. I start to think back on what had happen and think about what is going to happen. Some times, I think fate is in our hand. We got a choice. Only we don't see it. After we got out of secondary sch. I saw some of my ex classmate and they make me think of that. Some became fat, while other become more eye catching. We changed. Into some one we ought to be. We could have nv imagine what we will be like in the future but only think of the most appealing image of wanna be. Some work out and became what they want. And some did not. They turn to some one worst they what they imagine. We could get to our goals by working it out. Not only by setting them.

Slowing down I look around and I'm so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This windy moment is so great
I hope that it will stay.

8:24 PM