Sunday, September 23, 2007,
Now everyday is fill with emotion.Today message in church was pretty inspiring. It bring back the good old memories of Cha Fang Mission Trip. Indeed, we do what we can, even it is for 1 day and let God do the rest. That is also why we pray and have faith. I really want to go for youth camp. Youth camp is one of the camp I learn a lot and as a renew place. But sadly after a few days after the camp, we are back to the square one. After church, me jason sam and Yao feng went to eat and the market and exchanging secret. haha or .... a little of gossiping? Went home.In the afternoon about 4pm went out to watch movie. The show is " I now pronounce you as Chuck and Larry" It is a show about how the friend Chuck help Larry getting his insurance into his kid's account. The movie is touching and funny. But the funny thing is the show is a gay show and i watch with corn only. Half way through the show then i realise.... After the movie we met maurice and return the money I owe him. Ate dinner and play pool. By that time, my mind was all mess up. With things I shouldn't even be thinking. Those things are close to 90% that it is not going to happen. But i am still confuse about it. Felt tired and hopeless when I kept losing. Thinking why I cant be good at something. Felt like a useless guy. I kind of did every thing wrong. Wrong cloth at wrong time wrong move at wrong time wrong place at wrong time wrong thinking at wrong time.I got to focus on my work my study and my driving. I have been dragging too much of with by playing and using com.Why suffer? Why loose sleep, why got mood swing? She is not even thing about you and why are u still so DUMB and STUBBON.LISTEN to your friend !GIVE UP !{What should I do}
9:35 PM
