In the Night I went to Baystreet 21 For dinner again. The Usual steak. Just simply cant get enough of it. I can see I am growing... Alittle.. just tat tiny bit ?
Any way, love don seems to be working out for me, man... just hate to think of tat. I thought love is every where. Tv are just liars. Love don come so easily. is about 100 times harder. Even after waiting so long for this girl, what I get is still the same, instead she like the other guy. OH well, might as well knock my head against the wall and bring it down. Even though u say u will ALWAYs love her? Message still don get through. May be being a good guy is equal to no love? May be a bad or worst and disgusting guy get a girl to love YET don love? I'm quite sick of this... but jsut cant get through it. Nthg is working. She is just so far from me. I don know what to say. I have already run out of idea on how to chill my self out. And stop thinking. May be just crap around the bush and make them laugh and .... forget about it for a moment?
