Wednesday, June 27, 2007,
Again, Another hot day in Singapore. Wish I was in Australia, cooling yet not snowing. The day could be at PERFECT weather, that brush pass your skin making your day worth living.Everyday when I see the mirror, I will be reminded of my size. Not say I am short or SUPER skinny.. is justNot meaty enough. Feeling weak at time. But it really spur me on to train hard. Ever think of eating weight gainner but the price and the duration for the product to work is longer than I thought. Man... I keep on thinking Trainning is just not ENOUGH. Is NOT THERE YET. My shoulder are not too bad.. is my... forearm.. is kind of skinny looking... Eat more BEEF? or FATTY food.. MAybe. Sometime I just don feel like working... just Take a day off or just take MC and go to some where remote and cooling... To relax and meditate, reflet on the pass. Wanna improve my life but just cant think of a way yet.May be after my national service I will.... study... sales and marketing.. and see.. if there is a place for me in this industry. The girl I have been waiting for have not Appeal YET.. 3 years man.. Again I must say. I cant wait to love. Yet I cant love my family.. I don noe why but it felt so strange... If only I were a girl. It would be easiler for me. Tired man...Lime GREEN ROCKS ! ( random qote)
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