OH man...

My Lack of sleep has course me trouble again.

Like a flick knife, I Change my mood,
Slashing every thing coming towards
like a father defending his child,
Keeping unwanted away.

I laid on my bed, Thinking what have I done.
My conscience guilt, I went down to help
I also feel the same.
Short temperted
Wanting to be alone but noe is Likely to be Impossible
Just be alone in the entertainment, drinking milk shake
Chilling out the frustration, sitting at the edge of the ice ring.
Ponder of the impossible
It all felt the same.

When you're gone.

Again,

Another hot day in Singapore. Wish I was in Australia, cooling yet not snowing.
The day could be at PERFECT weather, that brush pass your skin making your day worth living.
Everyday when I see the mirror, I will be reminded of my size. Not say I am short or SUPER skinny.. is just
Not meaty enough. Feeling weak at time. But it really spur me on to train hard. Ever think of eating weight
gainner but the price and the duration for the product to work is longer than I thought. Man... I keep on thinking Trainning is just not ENOUGH. Is NOT THERE YET. My shoulder are not too bad.. is my... forearm.. is kind of skinny looking... Eat more BEEF? or FATTY food.. MAybe.

Sometime I just don feel like working... just Take a day off or just take MC and go to some where remote and cooling... To relax and meditate, reflet on the pass. Wanna improve my life but just cant think of a way yet.
May be after my national service I will.... study... sales and marketing.. and see.. if there is a place for me in this industry. The girl I have been waiting for have not Appeal YET.. 3 years man.. Again I must say. I cant wait to love. Yet I cant love my family.. I don noe why but it felt so strange... If only I were a girl. It would be easiler for me. Tired man...

Lime GREEN ROCKS ! ( random qote)

I am trying out the www.blogthings.com web..

Very nice place to go if u are bored or wanna noe more about YOURSELF

***What Your Sleeping Position Says***
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.

I 'm not sure about how true is this one

***You Belong in Summer***
Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world...You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day.Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather.
What Season Are You?http://www.blogthings.com/whatseasonareyouquiz/

not so sure about this too

***You Are a Blue Flower***
A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.And at other times, you are wise like an iris.And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.
What Color Flower Are You?http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorflowerareyouquiz/

No IDEA...

***You Are 30% Extrovert, 70% Introvert***
You are quite reservedYou aren't afraid of social situations...But you very much prefer to go it aloneAnd why not? You're your own best friend!
Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?http://www.blogthings.com/areyouanextrovertorintrovertquiz/

True !

Tat's all i'm revealing today.. soo...

Take care my friend..

If u are?

Just got back from my 2 days MC which actually is 1 day, I cant believe I went out instead of resting at home. I actually went to MALAYSIA.. I don noe why.. I don like to go with them.. or in another word.. I don like to go there... Lol Imagine life without Warrent Pass... Soo UNSAFE.. lol I spend about RM110? I brought a belt and a pair of Nike sneakers which is less then 100 in SIngapore.. But ofcourse ... It is not the REAL deall... But nvtheless.. I got new shoes.. After Long Hours of Picking, I picked the TOTAL WHITE.. with GOLD Design.. I don noe how to say but i Kind of like it.. LOL I also wanan buy a longsleves SHirt tat looks good on ANY one.. But.. the size makes me FAT..

ANyway.... I thought i have to chance to go out with her.. But... It was a let down.. on sat she have family day... then on FRIDAy... she is not feeling too good.. so i have to pass tat.. HAIZZ

Looks like tat is FATE huh~?

Oh well, we'll see about it after her O's ... So sad man.. TOMorrow i am going to DRUNK myself with caffine..

Malaysia was good after all... ALl the Secert recipe and CHendol.

YUMMmmy~~

HAHA

WOoo

SOoo excited... but i STILL sense the GAP between us...

No Idea what to do..

Some advice, any one?

In another word, I might be just Thinking too much... It might be just a normal day out..

It might also mean the FIRST and the LAST time..

I am growing weaker...

Strength draws out from me...

Drain DRyyy on the ground..

Helpless...

Yesterday, I was talking to her and Finally she agree... I was so happy... this could be the start of something new, I am not letting any to come in my way for the DAY.... the very special day...

It is so hard to talk here.... u wanna noe more u ask me la..

CUS SOME SMALL BOY OVER HERE... VREY NOSY SEC 3 BOY

At least something great happen

My life is in danger....

I have no idea tat it had come to this ending...

I have done myself Bad things that has thus brought upon myself

All i thought i was right was actually wrong...

Too bad... is just not BORN for good life..

I have not done any quite time...

I am weak...
Poor..
And not good in any thing
neither are my character
nthg...

ALL became nthg...

I have nthg..

INteresting day

not really after all..

Actually I have met the girl in the mrt again..

This time i can see that she is looking out too...
For me...
cus it is pack with people.. and people cover her...

But IN THE END hor.. nthg happen la..

Things can hardly happen on me... accpet bad stuff...

Any way i am designing a Have OLD man MASK
Any one got any idea to stick it on the face... cus it is half mask?

these photo is from a Dinner ... ck look so handsome.. but... his dressing... so retro.. lol ( sorry no full pic)



this is us ... the 92 boys... lol DG ! trip to sentosa
3 Pretty girl ask if we are local... lol.. so funny..




1 day trip... and THIS much of stuff.. lolwe are singaporean after all..
Ohh well.... today... is a NOrmal day for me..

Just got back from my holidays..

I should not talk much.. let the pic do the talking..

Soo fast.... June already... Few more days to payday...

I Am SINGLE !

Thats what some one nick is... so i reply

SO AM I !!

Lol Yesterday... go beach.. today got BURN

Hurt Alot man...

And... I almost got kill by basketball today... It hit my upper adormon. Almost out of breath... Cant even stand up... I don noe how to train there to be come stronger... I think got internal injury.. It hurts even when i press it lightly..

But .... Just couldn't die yet


Not now...

Not untill I can resist my temptation..