Friday, May 11, 2007,
Heyy
Back with the blog..
Today we went out... after my work... I was so happy... but when I go out with them.. my heart quench... It feel so sad... like every one dont feel like going out... and keep pushing around the responsibility of calling ppl out.. Well... I have REALLY learn my lesson... if no one call I don call.. then we stay home... GOOD? HAPPY? I have always quarrel with my parent for my friend.. in the end... All i get is... THIS.. Just spoil the day... BUT NVM... last time..
We went to kinokuniya to see book... MY IDEA again... I was thinking some time... if i don pull Every one together.. will it be the last... no ben go out quite sian.. SO as i was browsing I saw a few great books... I would one to get my hands on it. But my BANK tells me other wise, Been reminded of how much my bank left really.. shock me... Kind of knew this day would come.. And basically i am LACK of love... perhaps I am just looking for an Ideal girl... maybe could be just looking around.. for pleasure... Went Home... felt empty..
BOred ... HERe's a REAlly nice song.. lyric
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms.
RIGHT?
HERE YOU GO..
Felt u slipping through my hand..
11:34 PM