computer so lag...

emm.. yesterday went to play pool with wei sheng... then went to sit down at the skating ring..
while we were enjoying our milk shake in the COLD place... drinking COLD drink... i get kind of shaky and cold... it numb my mouth... so what eva i say to wei sheng was unclear... nvthe less i try to explain to him what i was saying. It was rather funny, THIS girl... i saw in the ring.. so CUTE.. then.. the more i look at it the more it look like valerie.. Thinking to my slef," i thought i already give up on her.. why am i still seeing images of her.." this is me... i guess... when i miss some one so MUCH tat i will see other girls tat look like her.. ONE very good example is Irene, i still can remember the time we seprated from one another.. the girl tat make me cry for 3 days. During this 3 days, was the HARDEST part in my life.. every where i go... i see her... in the mrt.. i was with my shatec friend.. then i saw.. her.. i close my eyes, shake my head... open.. is only some one who look like her.. it happen even after 3 days.. is not like i can really forget after 3 days.. is only i try to hide the emotions for her from my friend.. trying to live life tat is only normal... WEll... UNTILL NOW... still the same me... without any one.. i jus treat every one as friend.. i try my best to care for them and comfort them.. in any way i can.. Beening single isn't eassy..

FInally... I stand alone in the office... so scary... like i am going to get scolding any timne... lol

but i survie

I will survive.

Miss those dayss...

hope tat it can really hold the moment of happiness...

now is within my reach.. is out of my sight... is far beyond my knowledge..

Broken heart