Friday, April 20, 2007,
Heyy people. !
MONDAY i DIE... i alone ...no more kai chen to help me... MAN !!
This few days have been talking to ppl... making them feel better..
Helping is someting i love to do yet... is seem so slim...
Helping MY self would be a problem..
Trying to understand the meaning of being good
Trying to be BAD.. cus i have always been good..
Try to stop my mouth from scolding...
My mind to stop thinking of unnessersary fun..
Trying to stop going out after dark...
Trying to eat at home...
Trying to study...
Trying to focus on driving
Trying to be more like GOD
Trying to be strong...
ONe day
i might...
just be sleeping
ON my BED
11:37 PM