Saturday, April 28, 2007,
HAHAHAAH
today, is SOOo not happy..
WHy?:?
I once again travel to 2 distance area... firstly to shatec.. To settle my logbook thing.. then..
Got a letter to prove tat i have completed my attchment but the incharge say the LETTER.. tat was given to me... the Lady incharge is no longer around... so may be it wont be approved.. Once i heard tat... i want cry and scream... I want to take the pistol and kill every body in there... jus like the korean guy who kill 32 ppl... THEN requested my to head down to the hotel i once work with to get a letter... to show tat i have work there b4... IF i cant produce the log book.. SOO damn piss..
I head down from jurong ALL the way to city hall.. reach the hotel and GUESS WHAT... the HR incharge of trainne did not come to work today. SO i wasted the effort and time and my breakfast to rush down... damn.. angry... but i manage to ask the HR to help me find the data and print out for me... after waited for hours.... data out. But cannot print.. i just left the place with BK Fish meal in my stomach... so sad.. my mind is so confuse... REach jurong... to meet ws and ben tat time... i saw VAL... I think so la.. should not be an illusion... lol but nv say hi or any thing.. i notice too slow.. my mind is so messy.. cant even walk with my eyes OPEN... meet ben and ws... talk all the crap i can.. to clam myself down.. and walk walk.. much more happy.. played pool after tat... every ting is normal... lucky i pray to GOD before i reach shatec.. or i will SCOLD every one.... which i did b4...
I'm not perfect after all...
Never the less... i'm controlling..
Praying...
AND GOD ANSWER.
Bless u all who willing to listen and read this BAD blog..
5:56 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007,
Hey Guys...
Nthg much happen.. only... A FEW which i would like to touch on...
Firstly, my superviser she ah... the OLD lady... with baby puking smell... is like milk puking... IMAGINE tat.. every day she comes and talk to me... with tat smell... I wonder does she noe ? is she aware tat she process tat kind of terrible smell... I don wanna ask her... may be it is natural.. then... she might be upset about it..
Secondly... The prayer meeting... it really show how much my church ppl care for one another.. VERY WELL DONE... touch by them.... can even preach when in taxi with the driver... lol and Got this little book on building strength... a good book? for me UPHOLD my energy... in God..
THirdly... once again... i share my acc with one of my friend.. my BLOG acc... cus i lazy to create for her a google acc... I'm glad tat i have not been selfish on tat.. ANd hopefully ppl can come freely to share their problem with me... i'm fine with tat... lol
Cheers !!!
FOR THE COMING OF CHRIST !
10:55 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2007,
WAHh... today ...
SO much problem in the lawfirm thing.. JAN report... NOW then say got file missing.. or... REPORT nv send... what the hell la.. i busy like don noe what after lunch...
I don like the one who teach me how to do my work.. like talk untill like i OWE her MONEY like tat... hate her man... she lucky i christian... LOVE your ENIMey... .. I also reading the bible over there... lol WHILE working.. quite slack la.. got free time.. keep drawing... thinking..
THinking of nonsense... girlfriend... and.. miscellaneous
listening to my fav OLDIES... SOO COOL man.. lol
Btw... is like POURing every day... and when i wear long sleeves... i FEEl soo... good and cozy... lol the feeling is indescribable .. my office cold.. so sometime running nose.. cough... or i talk to myself or talk to the com.
I don believe it also.. one person.. ate the WHOLE tin of butter cookie... is SOOOO NICE la !
lol another good food not to miss. every morning make my own drink... tea ah coffee ah.. hot chocolate..
soo good.. I trying to do my best as a christian and as a service for the nation...
ohhhh rite.... is time to say good bye...SING ME A SONG !
9:16 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007,
computer so lag...emm.. yesterday went to play pool with wei sheng... then went to sit down at the skating ring..while we were enjoying our milk shake in the COLD place... drinking COLD drink... i get kind of shaky and cold... it numb my mouth... so what eva i say to wei sheng was unclear... nvthe less i try to explain to him what i was saying. It was rather funny, THIS girl... i saw in the ring.. so CUTE.. then.. the more i look at it the more it look like valerie.. Thinking to my slef," i thought i already give up on her.. why am i still seeing images of her.." this is me... i guess... when i miss some one so MUCH tat i will see other girls tat look like her.. ONE very good example is Irene, i still can remember the time we seprated from one another.. the girl tat make me cry for 3 days. During this 3 days, was the HARDEST part in my life.. every where i go... i see her... in the mrt.. i was with my shatec friend.. then i saw.. her.. i close my eyes, shake my head... open.. is only some one who look like her.. it happen even after 3 days.. is not like i can really forget after 3 days.. is only i try to hide the emotions for her from my friend.. trying to live life tat is only normal... WEll... UNTILL NOW... still the same me... without any one.. i jus treat every one as friend.. i try my best to care for them and comfort them.. in any way i can.. Beening single isn't eassy..FInally... I stand alone in the office... so scary... like i am going to get scolding any timne... lol
but i survie
I will survive.
Miss those dayss...
hope tat it can really hold the moment of happiness...
now is within my reach.. is out of my sight... is far beyond my knowledge..
Broken heart
9:02 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007,
Siannzz... ah
TOday nv go out... morning go gym, swim then go home TILL NOW !! 2040 hrs...
Cook for my dad friend...
Cool..
NOt bad leh.. lol
Last min cooking again.. lucky all cooked..
grading.... 7 out of 10... for both..
vege... 9 out of 10
the meat both... pork and beef..
But not enough rice... eat little bit only.. lol
but nvm...
emm...
currently sore throat...
then... very tired eyes... blood shot eyes..
THEn.... nothg lao.
too bad la..
8:21 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007,
Heyy people. !
MONDAY i DIE... i alone ...no more kai chen to help me... MAN !!
This few days have been talking to ppl... making them feel better..
Helping is someting i love to do yet... is seem so slim...
Helping MY self would be a problem..
Trying to understand the meaning of being good
Trying to be BAD.. cus i have always been good..
Try to stop my mouth from scolding...
My mind to stop thinking of unnessersary fun..
Trying to stop going out after dark...
Trying to eat at home...
Trying to study...
Trying to focus on driving
Trying to be more like GOD
Trying to be strong...
ONe day
i might...
just be sleeping
ON my BED
11:37 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007,
HEy guyss
LOL
guess what happen today??
While i was learning my job scope and how to do stuff using com from my senior, I FELL A SLEEP just right infront of him, no idea why so tired, he jus turn and talk to his friend then he turn back saw me dozzing off like no body business... AFTER LUNCH, but it was still within the lunch period, me and my seniors went to the multipurpose court to play bb, but no ball so we set there. Watching people play badminton, they take turn to play with my seniors, GUESS WHAT I DID??
I dozes off. JUST in that active place i actually fell asleep. so damn tired... like i was under God spell. THe sleeping guy. But after work still went to play bb with wei sheng and zy. tired man
got to go sleep now.. later tomorrow cannot wake up..
NITezzzzzzzz~
GUYS~
Girls~
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cute... lol
10:32 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007,
well o well...
indeed, i have forgotten what i wanna blog already.
letss see...
Oh... i'm impress by the words of the young Christian in my church.
They are more... in step with God then I ddo.
Is time to do some soul search.
Some prayer, some reading to catch up
I wanna be some one Paul.
bible reading will help me to help the future timothy.
I urge u friends, believe in the True god tat touches life. Christianity is the Correct God.
10:42 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007,
TOday...
Brought the cake in the morning for the YOUTH PRAISE birthday...
My Dg is in charge .
after tat went to see the education thingy... got take alot of paper for reference..
after that went to church.
Wast late but still there.
After tat went out lor..
Alot of thing happen.. sad la
got cheated to ex restuant
then WHOLE BODY ware off... so tired..
not enough rest..
gtg
bb
11:28 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007,
Tomorrow pay day
Today SPEND.... LOTS
go for driving enrollment
84 bucks man.
deposite 200 inside...(instance lost)
go sakai sushi eat bento. 15 bucks
WAHH
BROKE
...........................
11:03 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007,
My bank book got problem...
cannot update...
OHH... today i saw a PHONE.... which i love to put in my target list.
1. N73
2. E65
3. 6800???
lol cant remember the last one... emm... soo too bad la
Tomorrow last day of FIRST AID
hello hello sir are u ok?
I am a first aided i can help u
Check for airway, breathe, pulse..
CPR !
Blow into the mouth....(a blowjob)
for air by pinching the nose and blow..
THEN U Are OK !
10:34 PM
Monday, April 09, 2007,
OH WEll.. A day have pass...
Learn 1 person CPR
2 person CPR
Adult Choke
Infant CHOKE
Quite hard to pass man..
Got a ride Through and fro
From eric Bike.( phantom)
tat guy keep chaning bike..
lol
when for a RUN.
Do many pull up. + commando pull up
LOL
DAMn tired...
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8:51 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007,
Helleo guys~
Great day?
today's church is on ppl getting baptists.
All the powerful verse came out.
Some i think it is refering to me.. meanning full
Psalm 27:4-6
"one thing I ask of the lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. For in the day of trouble he will keep me saft in his dwelling;he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock. Then my head will be exalted abouve the enemies who surround me; at his tabernacle will I sacrifce with shouts of joy; I will sing and make music to the LORD
Ohh... and there's lots of sunflower.. i don noe why but i like sunflower.. is sporty and nice... I can always imagin it with a smile. lol
daryln brought for tabitha
OKOK SOme PASS OUT PHOTO !
FINISH !! a very informal present of cert. lol
THOSE WERE THE DAYS.
I treasure some of you.
8:34 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007,
AHAHhah
Got my warrent card...
POWER ah !
but is still no use... it only make me more naughty... keep disturbing ppl..
BOred man... no girlfriend..
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11:45 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007,
Hey guys,
GOt my POSTING ahahha...(fake laugh, cus i'm not happy with it)
It is SUPPORT AND TECHNICAL AT CANTOMAN, the police HQ?
DO all those paper work...
Seriously... I'm quite sad... cus i ... did not get something NICE... or More action... but.. nvm.. may be beside paper work there is still some... ACTIVITIVE.. hopefully...
8-6pm Mon to friday. so is... GOOD?
TOMORROW i POP super happy... wont see those i not good with BUT also wont see who i am good with... is like i am the only guy posted there... bored man...
TAken a few photo, but not in my hp, so wait la..
CAn KEEP HAIR LAO HAHA
SPIKEy~
sat or sun i go CELEBRATE ... with ??? You maybe?
or my self... i wanna go NYDC to eat the BROWNINE..haha
so nice with the valina icecream...
Yum YUm...~
Alright, time to say it
POP LOR !
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8:56 PM