practicing some pretty cool drills this week and finishing the unfinished.
So here are all of the result:
SOC-5.05min SBT-85/100 Drill-Nil PDT- Passed Swimming-Passed Ippt-sliver Law test-77% Shooting-1st class
Yep, basically all pass. During this whole week, alot of things happen. One of the things i remembered well is discussing about my squad mate and their gf. As for me, i don have so i jus listen. One have complaint tat their gf don understand them why do they have to come in to NS. thus Qurallering and almost broke up, the other one is broke off and came in to Ns. This squad mate of mine jus have a fight of words and broke off last week. He's saying how regard he is now, not treating his gf well and understand her well enough. Then this thoughts came in to my mind, how about MY SHE ??? Many have the idea of wanting me of jus forgetting her... many atimes still say i gave up already. But some time myself cant help but think that it is all over. But in my heart i still can sence it is NOT FULLY over... NOT YET.
This week in camp have been very slacking and relax.. Lieing on the bed and stare into thin air, thinking if this relationship would start off. This feeling of loneliness have been following me around the months. Kept praying for it. but still no sign. why? i don understand. I just have to crack some lame joke to laugh about. It doesn't seems as easy as it looks. Laughing at joke is easy. Cracking one successful one is hard. Today's blogging will be a longer one. I hope she will noe. Provided tat she EVA read. Better buried myself with fun program tomorrow. Spend more then i should and cry out.
