Now,

I am so much closer to Passing out. Cant wait to leave the place.
Today quaraller with my bunk mate... Tat fool, wet all my shirt...
Big quaraller... in the end i let in again... dumb.. some times is hard to be a christian
This VOICE keep creeping into your head... the halo and the devil ... trying to tallk at one time..
WAh my head can BREAK AH !


During the pop practice... my head hurt like...Shit.. the peak cap is soo... soo
UNCOMFORTABLE..... soo pain.. i need to adjust it every time i can.

What else.. beside tat... nthg much.. still don noe my posting... but one thing i noe is that ON

MONDAY, get to book out at night,

TUESDAY, AFTER POP CAN BOOK OUT

WEDNESDAY, get to book out after cleaning the bunks

THURSDAY get to go home after the... POSTING

FRIDAY, good friday lor..


AND so... my plan have been laid for u to see..

hah and emm..

NOTHING ELSE

Today as usual,

Went to gym in the morning

Afternoon went to church but did not cus i was late.

Night go out... with ben, his future girl, jane, maurice, corn

Went we were out there... i did not feel the FULL joy of happiness....
I knew something was missing... it make the whole outing mean less...
I think.... i really would perfer to have a G_ _ _ F_ _ _ _ d.
It will really.... help me... to control to do ALOt of things...
Together

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hahaha

2 more weeks to POP(Passing out parade)

practicing some pretty cool drills this week and finishing the unfinished.

So here are all of the result:

SOC-5.05min
SBT-85/100
Drill-Nil
PDT- Passed
Swimming-Passed
Ippt-sliver
Law test-77%
Shooting-1st class

Yep, basically all pass.

During this whole week, alot of things happen. One of the things i remembered well is discussing about my squad mate and their gf. As for me, i don have so i jus listen. One have complaint tat their gf don understand them why do they have to come in to NS. thus Qurallering and almost broke up, the other one is broke off and came in to Ns. This squad mate of mine jus have a fight of words and broke off last week. He's saying how regard he is now, not treating his gf well and understand her well enough. Then this thoughts came in to my mind, how about MY SHE ??? Many have the idea of wanting me of jus forgetting her... many atimes still say i gave up already. But some time myself cant help but think that it is all over. But in my heart i still can sence it is NOT FULLY over... NOT YET.

This week in camp have been very slacking and relax.. Lieing on the bed and stare into thin air, thinking if this relationship would start off. This feeling of loneliness have been following me around the months. Kept praying for it. but still no sign. why? i don understand. I just have to crack some lame joke to laugh about. It doesn't seems as easy as it looks. Laughing at joke is easy. Cracking one successful one is hard. Today's blogging will be a longer one. I hope she will noe. Provided tat she EVA read. Better buried myself with fun program tomorrow. Spend more then i should and cry out.

No one could hear.

No one could see

This is what make out of a MAN

HElloo

SO far ALL PASS HAHAHA

NOW is the big shit, the 150 MCQ law exam.

Tat is the ultimate...

I always felt that life is alittle meanless....

ON mon or tues, She reply me... wahh damn happy

don noe why.. lol

i cant type now.. cus...

no feeling... ps ah..

GUess what guys?


I PASSED my IPPT. GOT sliver.

Passed my SHOOTING. 1st CLASS

Passed my police defence tactic theroy.

Whats left ?

Police defence tactic practical
Swimming
Law test
Drill test
SBT
SOC

Sttill got SIX more... lol

Die la...