Sometimes i just cant help but think about her.. Not so sure why and whats the reason. But just when i was siting in the mrt, staring into mid-air. the Thoughts jus flow by. Just love the moment together when we are in the movie. How she play with my finger, jus so cute. NOW, she probely cant care less about me cus she has a new boy. YET, i am here. JAMMING . Still in to her.

I guess i noe why i still haven got a girl yet. I did not put the whole heart in. Just like a MORE up to them chose. Coulden care less about other girls. Everyone is growing, i am still in my own SLOW world. Trying to noe myself throught stuff like BOOKS. Been reading alot of psycological books. Aimlessly don noe what to achive from reading it.

Now is all a blank in my head. Wondering isit the END of the road for me.

pathetic me.
Dumb me
Boring me
Sick me
Lovlessly slow me

Its the end of me.