Today is jus a normal day.... Only dumb thing is i waited for a function that stated Start from 6.30 to 11Pm . But only started at 8.30pm.... for 2 hours.... i was rotting away.... stealing bread from the function table and eat... pee twice... walk about feeling so free... then when back at 9.15.... suppose to be 1 to 9... so i went back late... but what ever... not in a hurry

Talk to one of the cook hendrey( don noe how u spell that) on the way home.. cus he stay at bukit gombak.... TALK ALOT ah... the whole journey... he change his job three time... from photographic to taxi driver... to a cook.... So i ask every thing i Could... This is me.. lol

He is a Screw up 63 years old man... being screw by alcholic drinks.... all his heart and internal organs are screw up... so he told me not to drink... he is dignoise with cancel but healed by God.. so he is now a christian... HAHA

GOOD JOB GOD !

Praise HIm !

hey Guys out there....

HOw ya Doing...

Me..? i'm figuring out a way to live without nagging....

I am also figuring out a way to Train for ns... In 3 days.. HAH

I want to practice singing... so fun... play with the sound that come out of your mouth...

I think english song suilt me better... cus i can READ the lyric... not like chinese... use to memorise.

Tomorrow maybe going to gym... cus Wei Sheng say will train more... and... wel , true enough...

I also practicing my speech in english... lol i got so many things i need to do...

today is jus pretty simply... work till 4.30 find corn , ws , ben and his stead and ck... go watch DOA

Which happen to be a not so nice show... lol OKAY Spec is HIGH tec man... watch to noe why.. lol

SOo... I'll end here...

OK? contact me if u need help....

Rite?

hey Guys out there....

HOw ya Doing...

Me..? i'm figuring out a way to live without nagging....

I am also figuring out a way to Train for ns... In 3 days.. HAH

I want to practice singing... so fun... play with the sound that come out of your mouth...

I think english song suilt me better... cus i can READ the lyric... not like chinese... use to memorise.

Tomorrow maybe going to gym... cus Wei Sheng say will train more... and... wel , true enough...

I also practicing my speech in english... lol i got so many things i need to do...

today is jus pretty simply... work till 4.30 find corn , ws , ben and his stead and ck... go watch DOA

Which happen to be a not so nice show... lol OKAY Spec is HIGH tec man... watch to noe why.. lol

SOo... I'll end here...

OK? contact me if u need help....

Rite?

Secure lovers:

People who are comfortable with sharing personal space and letting down their guard with those the want to share their lives with.

Avoidant lovers:

People who find it hard to be close to others and hardly allow themselves to depend on others

Anxious-ambivalent lover:

Who find that their potential lovers are not as deeply involved as they are in a relationship and often worrry about losing their partners and doubting the strength of their lovers"s affection.


WHo are U?

HEllo

Today is Cezh Republic National day, HOw i noe? there was a Function held at my hotel. LOL this is the Very first time i hear their national enthem. Pretty cool... So i spend my hours there. Strolling and Toping up food... then the William came in and Talk shit.. Ah yA u NO GOOD la.. NO LIFE ... KNN... Talk so much... Don even BOTHER by HIm.. Such a jerk... Every one noes that.... I am trainning very slacky for my NAfa test... lol doing 10 push up a day is not gettingme any where... SO >>>.... Funny this feeling... feel like exploding.... and mix with the thin air and turn into dust and... SUCK in my human and cus them to be sick and finnally out through the ass. I love my hair.. lol Don noe why i say that.. but i jus love the feeling.. of soft frinch swaying with the wind... althought is not that long.. but i jus love it.. too bad.. is a curl hair.. haiz... but nvm.. thats whre the wax came in... lol and wax them all UP.... HAHA

I Go EXPLODE lao

BYE BYE... who eva is reading... ( nobody)

HEllo


today i was ALL so STUFF up.... HOT... lol

DOn noe why i cant seem to control my temp when with my parent

So ignoring... all the acting jus make me wanna puke..

JUst feel like screaming at them... ask them to SHUT the hell up.

I don have my mom gence, she got a nice nose.. i don... man..

brought the bb shirt and pant.. from adidas. SO GOOD..

EAT their money... ALMOST brought a sport shoes from there also.. haha

I wanan.... GET AWAY FROM my parent....

Felt like i was born to get scolding.. WOrk scold home scold. haiz..

ALl day and night..

heylo, so whats new

i am on a new outlet at main kitchen, today help the CHINESE banquet, NON stop hit. Somany things to do. from vege to cut vege to open can with a SUPER heavy cann opener. Open like 100 Over canned today? so WAs super tired with the bending and stuff..

Now i trainning for the NAFA test
i am going to PASS this shitt.

I look so BOY... don noe why... u see

This whole thing... so boy.. but i LOVED the hairstyle... is so NICE... but if the wind are not on my side... it would mess the whole thing up.

I don have a nice face... but i do have uninvited pimples. Huge one too.

Hey guys


Going to the SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE on the 12 dec 06

YEp

SO fast so GOOD.

reflex on the PASSed, i haven been good.... not good at all..

maybe i really worried too much.

Are they going to get MARRIED.

Jus BLAME me that i'm not there...

having a OFF tomorrow and the following.. wonder whats going to happen

I will go... I will go..

Sometimes i just cant help but think about her.. Not so sure why and whats the reason. But just when i was siting in the mrt, staring into mid-air. the Thoughts jus flow by. Just love the moment together when we are in the movie. How she play with my finger, jus so cute. NOW, she probely cant care less about me cus she has a new boy. YET, i am here. JAMMING . Still in to her.

I guess i noe why i still haven got a girl yet. I did not put the whole heart in. Just like a MORE up to them chose. Coulden care less about other girls. Everyone is growing, i am still in my own SLOW world. Trying to noe myself throught stuff like BOOKS. Been reading alot of psycological books. Aimlessly don noe what to achive from reading it.

Now is all a blank in my head. Wondering isit the END of the road for me.

pathetic me.
Dumb me
Boring me
Sick me
Lovlessly slow me

Its the end of me.

today seems tobe a rather nicer weather.


the day with alot of swean(say u no good, cannot makeit) alot of bad stuff la... so tired after work. then after that go walk walk with weisheng. and ck window shop. then go home tired then wanna sleep now then ... then... then...

Good nitez.

World trade sucker

I sucks la.

hello... Achs and cram... all over me. from the bicycle trip. I woke up and did my work and off i go... but b4 that i GOT ENLISTED into the ns POLICE force. On the 4 dec. report. but... i cant i still under trainning. so forget about police. Today after work dress up damn nice for my parent annivasary dinner. at the... RLC hotel. THe FOOD... 50%... CLOth stinks like urine. Place hard to find. and looks UGLY. OVER all.... sux. lol So much of dressing nice. then... on the way home from mrt. SOME how so many girls looking at me? For what eva reason... i don wanna look back. The funny thing is ONE of the girl on the mrt which pocess a NICE eyes sweet face... looking at me while hugging the boyfriend.. lol then the boy friend keep looking at me.. lol I don noe isit i GOOD looking or what.. haha COME FREDRIC.. look at the MIRROR. HAH it CRACK!! then the boy friend TURN HER away from looking at me... lol don noe what happen.. then ON the way IN the mrt.. got one more... From far nv hold the girlfriend hand. then see me.. FASTER GRAB the girl hand tight... like i wanna STEAL like tat... lol

SO much envy flowing in me....

Love has lost its way in me

haiz...(so hazy... SMOKY)

Dino Extine cus they don noe how to put out forest fire... SOO choke to death.. SOOn... we will be the same. lol

hello

the past few week have been REALLY busy. Yesterday was a hell ride. We,"Corn, zhiyang and Ben" ride bicycle from jurong to Admirty. IS was DAMN far with lots of up and down. the moment we reach there. i was DIEING. My legs are shaking. SOO shaky. lol Then when time to go home, i DOn want to ride lao take taxi back.. lol but tried for 2 times and got rejected. All don allow bike onboard. so no choice. we CYCLE back. and I can barely move. I thought i was going to get an MC for work but i did not. i FORCE my self up to work and was LATE for 20min. the chef. TALK tALLK AND talk. SAying is for your own good and stuff... but i noOe. la. lol 7-3 leh. then tomorrow going to.... celebrate mooncake festival. AND i dye my hair. IT was so BENG. well but what i like about it was a MIXture of BLOnd and gold, if it is mix with brown, BEST. finally SOME one can CUT my sideburn untill my standard. I am going back for MORE !! haha

I'll update the photo if i can. cus is GOLD. and GOLD BLOND.. i love Blond but jus cant be a nut head with White hair. lol Spoiling it
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MONEY MONEY MONEY.