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Sunday, September 17, 2006,

Jus a very normal day.... Lots of scolding... I don noe how much more can i take... But i got to HOLD on for two more weeks... This just suxk... i jus hate the chef... for 2 days i WOrk 8 to 8. SO tired.. jus GEt tired and tired.. don noe where to go what to do who to talk... haiz.. jus.. turn to the wall... start speaking... I am going NUts... HElpp ME . I need to relay on God.. I have turn my back on him for so LONG... haiz... the crazy chef... is jus ... cant get out of my mind. Now got one Online guy... i don noe chatting with him for weeks.. lol Feel like a GAY man.. ah... I COULD turn one... of i stay single..i hope that i can celebrate christmas with some one..


I LOVE christmas... no matter what... i LOVE it

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