okk.... i must admit... today can be the worst day.... of the whole attchment.... a combination scolding... i feel so down now.... well where should i started.... with the same old problem.... i got stabbed... ben wong.... i don reaally wanna hang around with him... well... may be these world is tat curel..... i got scold by the Director of curnery skill George KOh... for giving cold vege.... wah lao... i serve him HOT one ah... is because... of the salmon... robert tan sir don want to give him not nice fish so change... but i plate lao... damn it... and i did't relaise it will COOL down so damn FAST... getting me into BIG dunk.... the worst thing is tat....i PRAY for it... at the begining of the day... and it got worst..... i noe i am slow.... but AT lEAST i DID not SLACK..... okkk ~!!! i am FLAMING !!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

okok today.... is pretty normal... only 27 pax.... every thing seem fine.... yesterday i have lots of things to blog.... but cant log in... don noe why... but today..... it will be different.... lets talk about a topic..... emmm.... cant think of one... well... since there is only 2? ppl reading my blog... irene and steph..... we'll.... talk about my relationship... okok...

well.... i don noe if i like this person anot but she is... peaceful to me when i look at her.... but of course we noe... no one is peacefull... haha then.... after tat breakout..... i cant seem to see any one nice.... i even try on frenzterr... but i see over 1000 ppl only...1 caught my eyes... cute girl... but in a relationship.... then i think to my self... so sad ah? upon 1000 ppl i seen only 1 CAUGHT my eyes.... haiz... saden... some time i really wish to be in a relationship... like DESPRATE for it.... but some time.... i don think i can make it....i also realise tat i don like pretty girl... but i like cute girl... haha... but irene is pretty.... and cute... lol nvm.. well my reason of why i wanna have a relationship is because... so tat i can have some one i can talk to and rely on... u noe... a CLOSE buddy can lay beside on... u noe... make me feel good and comfortable.... lol sound like i am on the girl side talk.... but i really like to get my self cosy with ..........ppl.... or boster pillow blanket... .... look at her http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=19621150...
i think she's CUTE>..... haha why did i change topic...?? man.. let get back on track... press enter twice...

okkk done... sooo where were we.... AHH! HERE we are... ya... if can... i wanna get into a relationship....

but too bad fred.... u jus AinT tat GOOD looking !!!~~~~


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wowo this is the real sat..... 79 pax....i think 82.... a few more last min come in.... i am SSOooo hapy... today last day then tomorrow rest... sooo good... then monday have to.... work aain..sian... ah.. today shorter..... well nthg much today.... when to eat tender loin with mother ... then go work.... nthg much happen.... broght a magazine........ cant sit... while going home via mrt... the ppl action so fast.... snatch sit from me... 7 times leh ! wahh... sian... untill clementi then got sit... but for wat next stop i alighting... dumby... feel so dumb... i am SLOW ok.... but they arent fast either... okk... wat else....... OHh i ttry to style my hair... but it is too short !! ahh.... cant stlye... must wait till longer first.... sian ah... lol okok don care lao.... i today type like i don noe english liketat.... hack la.... bb

cool.... another day.... today is okok.... normal... i went out with corn in the morning to IMM he wanna buy some STUFF..... for SOME one..... soo i accopany him... see.... how good am i? lol i reach there second today... dissappointed... lol i also wanna check up on this salon tomorrow... to got 101 pax... which is damn lots.... beside tat... every thing is ok.... we got every thing under control.... only the slowness is getting into me.... i can suddenly don feel the SPEED>..... i am pretty worried about it.... and some stuff while communicating with my frenz... like... don feel like taking to this bullshit guy... and wat so ever...... i got many promblem now.... oh ya... some one also suggested to put paraGRAPH.... so... ok here u go !

happy? oh.k let me contiune.....when i reach home... i saw my grandpa new maid.... no feeling in me.. to be happy or sad... jus... oh ! hi... tats all.. ya so i sat in my room relaxing.... and my mom break in with a news on wat happen.... she and my big and small sis.... my ta yi er yi and my cousin to malaysia.... so... they when to this salon..... sat down realx perpare to change some stlye.... so my small sis happen to sit on one high chair..... and HAPPEN to knock the glass table... u noe the one they put magazine... and it scaters.... " PIANnNNnn!!!!" opps.... every one was quite.... then he stlyist call the boss... and the boss talk to my mom on the phone... and heard tat he scold my mom #%#@$%#@ word.... and heard tat she #$@@@$#@! back... soo... in the end my mom pay 80 bucks... and he STIlll @$##$@@$%% back cus he think my mom play with him.... cus my mom wanna see the bill.... well tats reasonable.... but the stlyist is about my age la... so they say the boss not good de.... ill treat them... and famous in the area for being the BIGGEST ass .... as in... bad name la... lol so they were pretty unhappy about the stuff... and so on...

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then...... wat else ah.... oh ya corn birday is comeing.... at 3 oct... BOOK it DOWn frenz.... YOU yes U ! HO GOH YANG CAI QUEK haha okkk !? bb

haha i brand new day.... indeed.... a good finishing of the day..... every thing goes as usual.... alighting at city hall take news paper....but did not go to mph today.. cus wanna rest... so go to my locker.. as usual... i am the first.... then slack read news paper.... then start work.... to again... kanna stab.... i kind of getting bored.... i felt like i am going to punch some guy one day.... one min u and him can be GREAT frenz.... another min.... he can scold the shit out fo u.... working likfe out side really a mess.... my frenz po teacher.... another word dig backside or..... fake treat teachergood jus infront of teacher act angel...... he is such an ass.... i think they can do ANYTHING to win the teacher heart... all eat lao don noe how to keep use lao go away.... smoke only don noe how to do any other thing..... actually today all is good.... i do my stuff fast.... till some one shouted NEW oRDER ! then i start to panic... " one beancurd salad one sal salad one cesar salad" wow ! so many.... then bean curd i don really noe how to do.... so... get abit of scolding.... on tat other is good ! i wanted to say.... is... althought i have good controling of my temper but i will flame up one day.... i really scared i cant take it... and shout back.... is really some thing i don really wanna do.... it doesnt promote me but DISGRACE..... myself... i also found out i become more selfish i don help other do thing... i will say... do it your self la... not free... but one i say tat i feel dissappointed in myself.... be coming someone worst.... why? cus i have no one to talk to... some time don even noe wat day i am living in.... all the same...every day doing the same stuff.... some more no good frenz there.... only ppl who noe how to act.... i not really a good actor... i feel stupid... not being myself.... oh ya... today also watch a movie on net.. cus no one go watch with me... i watch CRASH ....... it was really a goood show... it make ppl reflex.... u say u don like him doing tat? but YOU yourself is doing tat which u donnoe about it... the story was so sad.... but a good ending.... a really x 2 nice show... but i don noe isit on theater yet or a long ago show..... after my attchment today... i met corn... so nice to see him my brother noeing tat he is doing fine..... miss them so much... cant wait to go out with them again.. i also wana go ice-skat.... lol... i talk to corn alot of stuff... he say he quite smoking lao.... so i say... YAYA..... u have been say tat for years lor..... then talk talk suddenly talk about zhi yang... he is much much worst.... i don noe how to help him man... he is hook.... but he also say will quit by this year.... but they noe.... they have been saying tat for years.... now is BEN... i worried... a new smoker.... hope he don be like zy.... or... haiz... don noe wat really to say.... ok today blog till here.... nitez! IF there is some one to hug... how good can it be...

AT LAST..... today is almost over.... phew... song yi cou qi... today it get worst.... is the PPL tat really make u mad la... not so much of the SIR.... is the STUDENT.... i shall not say... and i DID not say out to say to reason my self...i jus... keep quite.... but the RAGE in my are busting out... like wild fire.... then the staff meal for today is... not so bad la... not much time to rest... tomorrow worst... 70 PAX.... died.. now every time after sch i faster go home... lol don wanna hang around with those ass....not much of a good thing happen today,,,...................... well... i start to miss my hair.... lol i wan it BroWN not RED !! BROWN !! .... jus coulden get it.... ohh this pic is me and ben... with Zhi yang.... adjusting his hotdog at the back of the pic... emm wat else.... now the sec sch ppl holiday... how GOOD isit... i also want... i am almost living a life without day... cheam hor... lol let's put more pic... or else... very sian... I JUS LOVE HIS HAIR COLOUR... ASH BROWN... CAN I DYE TAT? haha... more?? one more hand some guy coming right up .. the biggest pic...

ohh... right.... is another new day..... but the same old life.... soo.... wat really happen today is.. i went to Petals earlier so i went to MPH to see book..... i was looking for something that can hopefully helpp me in my O's.... so i was browsing through.... then i stop and saw this PrEfect math..... inside which teach u how to do your math in a quicker manner... wow.... so i started reading.... although i don really understand... but i think is going to help me some way ahead... so i close the book and look and the back of it for the pric and it cost 27++++ wow!! i cant take it manl.. lol but indeed it is a good book..... wanna noe where to buy? TAG la... so easy... haha oh ya... this BUNNY... is jus a BAACk ground...llol.. enjoy it baa... then i continue my day .... as usual i reach there first..... then i sit in the locker to rest... waiting for the time to come... reading news... then it all started..... working.... but wat i really hate.... is tat my sir and senior and frenz.... this 3 group of ppl.... tell me 3 different way of doing the same thing...... each pleasing themself only..... i find it lame... don noe is to get me into trouble or wat la.... then there was this guy who came to help.... and keep acting infont of me.. and especially the teacher... i don like this type of person.... lucky bible say no slandering.... or he will be DEAD..... the day goes on as usual.... not so good.... use thing don noe how to put back... and every kind of shit... untill the closing up;.... ot me was... WAh !! at last.... thanks GOD man... it totally sux... in sec sch... teacher keep saying working ppl backstab each other... we were all like.... wat the hell..... like i CARE!,... now... i realise... i was stabbed so many time... lucky i can take it.. really... working life is totally different..... can die .... okok i end here... take care guys... i am dieing... no one to talk to... soo loney

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it has been long since i last blog.... LONG.... ago.... cus some one wanna noe waat am i doing now... soo.... ok lor... i lett u.... i am doing attchment at petals resturant.... tats all.... lol no la... okok..... for today.... was quite fun... i went to church at about 10 and reach there, go to the santuratuary to worship GOD.... then same thing happen... i was hungry... my stomach CALls out LOUD... so ps sia.... lol after service.... it was raining... but it didnot stop us from having lunch... so we walk over to ginza to wat the.... don noe wat mary shop... to eat... quite X la.... lol but food was ok..... walk back to church the fish tank and sit down...... relax... and daydream... haha... till the program started.... it was pretty funny... not bad have fun in all... the game... but there was one part i like... the one we have name on the forehead..... damn funny... matthias was looking at me and he got my name on my for head... and i got.... HERs.... tabithas.... soo.... we all sit down and do some ice-breaking game.... after tat we when in to some time of prayer... started praying for the youth and end of there.... i when down to the..... em...jp ! yaya hah i almost for got.... so miss LIA on the train.... same thing... no good things going to happen when u see her.... and we started talking our way till the jp... about bible and stuff... she was a believer of jehover witness.. yep and started rapping at my ear...(ouch*) talkative she.... then when to jp drive.... and race... lose all threee round! first time like tat.... lol when home reest...(sleep) then wash my dad car.... dinner bath.... and... here i am.... blogging... i have made some other frenz... form shatec same class ;;; CLoser i mean... now is about my attchment... ok there three sir....u got the BOSS ROBerT TAn , Wong Sir, PEter LEE sir and some sft member..... for me.... tan sir is not bad.... but Wong sir doesnt like me much.... i shall not say much.... cus is SLANDERING... haha or the Frog in the kettle and the FIsh in tank.. okok MORning shift from 6.45am till 2.30pm AFter noon shift is from 2.30 till 10pm.... very tireding.... now i am having the afternnoon shift for 3 WEEKS ! omg !! MAy god bless my week !