Saturday, January 29, 2005,
Wow.... today is the first day... of LOneliness.... very loneily.... is like a CRACK in the heart/... i feel so sad that i cant... do my best in every thing..... feel like crying when i think of her... wonder when she is coming back.... so fast.... she is gone.... i feel sooooo.......... funny... as in something REALLY missing in my heart.... some thing IMportant.... a lot of things i did not blog cus... i don want many ppl to noe.... i just write in the diary.... then... ya.. for own use.... she say she is fine... at home now... sleeping already..... ya... she get going too.... going to be.. lonely... real lonely... SOME ONE..... TALK to ME!!! needed help.... from some one.... some one to talk to... LIVE... CORn? would he be a better person to talk to.... COnsole.... me.... feel so sad.... ...tears driping down... when reading her blog.... with the music..... sound so sad.... well.... i miss her... really do
11:25 PM
